The Mistery of Belicena Villca after that vivid dream , and as in between dreams I heard Uncle Kurt describe Captain Kiev ' s message . He certainly didn ' t do it without making his personal protest heard .
– I spoke to Captain Kiev , neffe ! like I did 35 or 40 years ago ! And you were right : it is convenient to execute your plan , strategically convenient ! Which does not necessarily mean that the plan is good . So , do not be too happy , because the Lord of Venus made me a warning , ambiguous , like all the warnings of the Gods . But before I refer to it , I will tell you that nothing has changed after so many years , that for me everything remains the same , that is , in the most opaque nebula ; and that I am fed up with this life in which I have the power but , not understanding my power , by not encompassing the Symbol of the Origin that I am , I cannot insert myself rationally in the Strategy , in the Grand Strategy of the Loyal Siddhas and the Führer . History has repeated itself again ; commenting to Captain Kiev that I had no faith in the effectiveness of that plan , and even less after the warning that he had transmitted to me , he told me textually “ that I did not understand the situation ". Do you realize neffe ? --he asked with an affliction that , to me , was comical-- The Gods confirm the diagnosis of Tarstein , Von Grossen , the Kâulikas , and so many others ! I do not understand the situation , any situation , so it seems ! I know that and it fills me with regret , but to them it seems they care a damn thing about my regret : it is enough and more than enough that I give them my power to carry out their demential plans , although I do not understand them . And Captain Kiev participates in this attitude : my role is not to understand but act , carry out orders to the letter . To understand the Strategy there are men like you and Tarstein , Nimrod ' s emulators , the Kassite King , the madmen who plan and manage to continue the war in Heaven , and take Heaven by assault . But of course , with the indispensable collaboration of us , the powerful people who do not know how to apply power , who do not “ understand the situation ”, but we must use all our power to save the skin of the Wise .
And so he continued protesting for a long time , while I attended him with patience . Finally , he addressed what we were urgently interested in .
– In short , neffe , for lack of a better understanding , I will abide by the principle that is clearer to me : the Immortals cannot die . And here goes Captain Kiev ' s warning . In general , he approved of what you propose to do , but he told me these enigmatic words : “ at the end of the operation you will just see what you did not contemplate at first , but that if you had seen it at first would have prevented you from completing the operation ”. You tell me , who the Gods trust , what he meant with such an ambiguous warning .
– Dear Uncle Kurt , I have to be as sincere as you : I don ' t know for sure , but I presume that he is warning us about a flaw in the plan ; about something , an important detail , which I have overlooked and , if I consider it , maybe I would give up going forward . But still , he advises us to act and that we will do . But I will not stop thinking about the matter ; I will meditate a thousand times on the plan to try to discover what is hidden from my strategic vision : I wouldn ' t like to receive a surprise at the end ; And I wouldn ' t risk it for anything in the world if I was not convinced that we are going to win . The surprise , Uncle Kurt , must be for the murderers ! We have to master all the variables of the attack to avoid being surprised at the same time ! And I swear I will leave no element unconsidered until I have achieved the maximum safety in the operation !
Forty-five minutes after going upstairs , we went back to Commissioner Maidana : he was peacefully asleep on the sofa where we left him sitting . Uncle Kurt asked me , going downstairs , about the tactic that I would adopt to obtain the particular help we needed from him .
– Have you thought about what you will say to him ? You will not give him details of the operation , won ' t you ? --he saturated me with his doubts-- . You see , neffe : I don ' t trust him , or any person like him . They suffer from great ideological confusion and cannot be true Comrades : today they are with you and tomorrow you don ' t know who they will respond to .
– Slow down Uncle Kurt , slow down ! --I tried to calm him-- . Do not despise like this someone who represents our only support . Here , in Argentina , he is the best that there is : we are no longer in the Third Reich ! That passed ! The Führer is no longer at view to awaken the boundless loyalty that you feel . The Führer is only seen by us , the Initiates ! And we cannot demand from them to behave as SS Knights if they are forced to live in the world of the Universal pre-Synarchy : remember that you yourself would rather die than survive in this world ! So be a little tolerant ; And don ' t worry , I ' ll only tell him what he wants to hear . Understand , Uncle Kurt , that I must not lie ; but I can ' t tell him all the truth either . I will reveal to him , then , part of the truth , that part that he longs to know and that does not affect us that he knows .
I woke up Maidana , with a cup of coffee in hand . He apologized for his " lack of control " and he recovered instantly . He drank coffee like water and within minutes he consumed three cups , while he listened to my proposal .
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