The Mistery of Belicena Villca
On my first visits to Gregorstrasse 239 I felt so confident in Konrad Tarstein , that one afternoon I did not hesitate to tell him about my strange experience with the Voice of the Hyperborean Kiev . This confidence did not seem to impress him as he watched me for a long time in silence and then he said to me : – Tell me Kurt , have you told anyone else about that perception ? – No --I answered-- . I planned to tell Taufpate Hess about it but I have not yet been able to see him since I returned from Egypt . – Then we will make a deal : --said Tarstein-- you will reveal to no one that you are in possession of that charisma outside of your own Circle in the Thulegesellschaft . – I promise --I said promptly-- but , who make up my Circle ? – Oh , young Kurt , you should know that a Circle of the Thulegesellschaft is not determined by a number of people , as in the exoteric organizations promoted by the Synarchy , but by a qualitative relationship called charismatic link . The charismatic link is independent of the number and , as every closed Circle of the Thulegesellschaft it exists as such thanks to the charismatic link , being members of the Circle those who experience that relationship .
– But how do the members of a Circle really recognize each other ? --I asked a bit disconcerted by such gibberish .
– The recognition is internal . It is simply known that this or that virya belongs to your own Circle . Of course in outer Circles , made up of uninitiated members , some traditional forms of the Secret Societies are practiced for the meeting and recognition , that ' s to say " the Sanctuary " and " the password "; but this is done temporarily , attending to the urgency that certain investigations require . The real Spirit of the Thulegesellschaft is not in the outer Circles , which will be promptly eliminated after the Total War , but in the inner Circles , those that are rigorously Hyperborean . In them , I repeat , the recognition is interior , it is known with the blood . – So I could not recognize the members of my Circle ... –... as long as you don ' t receive the Hyperborean Initiation --Tarstein completed . –... and since I promised not to talk about my charisma ... --... you won ' t --Tarstein continued again-- as long as you don ' t receive the Initiation . – Well , I feel a bit cheated --I said , smiling . – You must not take it the wrong way Kurt , but this is a matter of the highest reserve . You must thank the trust that you inspire us that we do not have your immediate separation and hospitalization for the duration of the instruction that we are giving you . If the Enemy , that is , the Synarchy , was simply suspicious of your charisma you would be executed without waiting for confirmation . And that is something that neither the Thulegesellschaft nor the SS can allow . Your thing is important Kurt .
– Is it so important ? --I asked , impressed by the veiled menace that I guessed after Tarstein ' s kind words .
– Very important Kurt . See it this way : you have the Sign of Lucifer , you possess remarkable psychic qualities and you are an Ostenführer of the SS , doesn ' t it seem to you too much to be casual ? Well , this is not casual ! He stared at me for a long time as if doubting whether he should continue . Finally he said : – You are the person we have been waiting for twenty years to lead a special mission . So important , Kurt , so important , that maybe the fate of the Third Reich and , why not ? that of the Aryan Race depend on it .
I was stunned by this revelation and , in my confusion , I thought I was being the victim of a joke . But no matter how hard I scrutinized Konrad Tarstein ' s impassive face I could find nothing to confirm this assumption .
– I ... --I stammered-- I never dreamed of being part of a mission of such nature . Besides , I don ' t think I deserve it .
– Be part of ? --Tarstein interrupted excitedly-- be part of , you say ? Ha , Ha , Ha --he laughed frantically-- You will not be part Kurt , you will only carry out the mission . Who else could do it ? – he asked as if to himself . You will know everything Kurt --he continued now looking into my eyes-- . But keep in mind that this is not about choosing . Neither you , nor I , nor anyone else can choose because the choice has already been made , in another sphere of conscience , in another World . We have no choice but to face our Destiny , which is also the destiny of humanity , and to be grateful for having been appointed for such an august task . Our God , Kristos Lucifer , is the Most Beautiful Lord , but is also the Most intrepid , Father of Courage ; we must not even dream of disappointing Him .
– Nothing more would I want than to serve the fatherland and humanity --I said giddily-- but it is that I am surprised by everything you say . I don ' t understand how can I be such an important piece
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