Chapter XIX
The Mistery of Belicena Villca
It was 9 in the morning and a light drizzle was falling outside . We had both slept little and we knew it . But both , too , sensed that time was running out , that that tranquility that we enjoyed would not last long . Uncle Kurt sipped the last drink of his coffee and went on with the story . – In the Nordic Ordensburg of Crossinsee , as I said , I stayed three months . Within a month of being there , I visited Konrad Tarstein for the first time and the next two months I went to Gregorstrasse 239 every Saturday because SS Oberführer Papp had managed a permanent commission for me in Berlin on weekends . It wasn ' t difficult like this for me to travel from Prussia to Berlin , but I feared , in those days , that I would not be able to do it with the same ease from the Vogelsang Ordensburg much further afield , in the Rhineland West .
In those two months , as Tarstein was instructing me in the secrets of the Thulegesellschaft , I felt towards him a growing affection and admiration . Soon the poor initial impression was totally buried before his fascinating personality and I must say that I would have not hesitated to strike at any insolent who dared to express aloud some of what I myself , the first day , had thought about Tarstein . That ' s how thoughtless youth is !
The " arrangement " that Rudolph Hess and Konrad Tarstein had made about my person was that I had to go to Gregorstrasse 239 for a certain time in order to be instructed in the Hyperborean Wisdom , that that was the " Occult Philosophy " of the true Thulegesellschaft . This preparation , which would enable me to receive the Hyperborean Initiation , would be imparted by the Tarstein himself , a rare honor as I have been noted many times , that was never granted to anyone . It is that Tarstein was , as I came to understand over time , one of the most important men in Germany because of his secret hierarchy in the Thulegesellschaft .
According to Konrad Tarstein in order to receive the Hyperborean Initiation I had to purify myself previously . To that end , he introduced me to that wonderful knowledge that the Hyperborean Wisdom is . But , I must clarify , this teaching does not constitute mere knowledge , an information suspended in the memory to be used in rational judgments . On the contrary Tarstein recommended not to memorize in the least and , if possible , forget what was discussed , since the objective of the instruction aimed to awaken the Blood Memory , a phenomenon that could only be achieved if the knowledge acquired acted gnostically on the primordial Hyperborean lineage that constitutes the Divinity of the virya .
This is how I was an amazed witness --amazed in all the degrees of astonishment , to the point of horror-- of stories and explanations that surpass the imaginable , at least what I could imagine , in that fantastic Hyperborean Cosmogony of the Thulegesellschaft . If there was a heresiological scale to measure those ideas that deviate profoundly from the " Western Culture " in its Judeo-Christian conception , I could affirm that many of Tarstein ' s exhibits would rank high on that scale of heresies . Because if a heresy is what contradicts a Dogma ( that ' s why there are Catholic , Buddhist , Islamic heresies , etc .), what about a philosophy that questions the totality of human existence with all its Dogmas , Philosophies , Religions and Sciences , which tries to change the historical course , which affirms the possibility of the transmutation of the semi-divine man or virya into immortal Siddha , who , in short , has declared war on Jehovah Satan ' s material powers , owners of the World , of History and of the majority of men ? Let us agree that in Heresiology such ideas would occupy a distinguished place .
I say this because by embracing concepts that deviate from or oppose the " Western Culture " one must be aware of the degree of " estrangement " or " opposition " in which you are situated with respect to it to behave prudently and avoid future evils ...
And I was aware that the things I heard and the effect they had on me foretold irreversible behavioral changes . However that did not concern me because I had a goal that overshadowed all personal prevention and made any intention to back down appear like pure selfishness . That goal , that objective for which I had all my desires , was the German fatherland : Ein Reich , Ein Volk , Ein Führer 34 .
You will understand now , neffe , that I lived and acted within a Hyperborean Mystic and that the charismatic link with the Führer was growing , as I delved deeper into the Mystery of the Thulegesellschaft .
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Ein Reich , Ein Volk , Ein Führer : National Socialist motto . Literally “ One Empire , One People , One Chief ”.
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