The Mistery of Belicena Villca in this game and the responsability overwhelms me . How to live knowing that it is in my hands to obtain something that is precious for the Third Reich and the Aryan Race ? I , as every Comrade , and more being an SS Officer , I ' m willing to die for our ideals when so disposed , but from now on , I would not want to live with the anguish of failing prematurely , of not being able to comply . Do you understand Tarstein ? I am terrified of the time left before the denouement . If there is something so important to do , I would like to do it as soon as possible .
– Well , you should be patient !! --Tarstein stated , almost shouting-- . Even if it ' s a minute or a century away you must not demonstrate any alteration or conduct inappropriate of the Kshatriya .
Remember , you are a Knight , a Warrior Monk , you must behave accordingly . You will soon be an Initiate and then fulfill your Destiny .
I nodded , embarrassed by the well-deserved reprimand I received from Tarstein . But that day we did not talk about it anymore .
Chapter XX
Well , neffe --Uncle Kurt said after lunch , his eyes strangely bright-- we are approaching the most important part of my life , the moment when I received the Initiation and I was entrusted with that unusual mission , that operation that Tarstein valued so much and that was still incomprehensible to me .
– At that time , with Tarstein as instructor , I learned a lot . He seemed to know everything and I used to feel ashamed because , after so many years of NAPOLA , I was only able to follow him attentively in his exhibitions but I felt incompetent to complete on my own anything he said . Yet Tarstein came to console me in his paradoxical way :
– Don ' t worry Kurt , it ' s just confusion , blood impurity . But you ' re going faster than you think . You will soon know everything , you will wake up and then , if you wish , you will be able to master as much Science as the greatest Sage . Of course our Hyperborean Science is a cursed Science for this satanic world . But that should not worry you as the Siddha is really one and has no need for nothing but Himself . For the Hyperborean Wisdom there are three kinds of men . The pasu , which was conceived by the Demiurge organizer of matter , Jehovah Satan , and that only under certain conditions can be considered " man ", being more accurate to call him animal man . Also there is the virya , which is basically a pasu of Hyperborean lineage , that is , a pasu that has mixed his blood with an immortal Siddha , a Mystery that you will understand in the course of your instruction . Viryas are to a greater or lesser extent disoriented or lost by the confusion of Blood and only the memory contained in the Blood could purify them . That ' s what the Führer ' s Strategy aims at ; to that and to put an end to the Kaly Yuga or Dark Age .
Keep in mind that a pasu can never be a semi-divine virya , but that a virya can be fully descended to the level of pasu by an ultimate blood confusion . And finally there are the Loyal Siddhas , those who came with Kristos Lucifer to Earth millions of years ago and belong to a " Hyperborean " Race , another Mystery that you will later understand clearly since the terms " Hyperborean " and " Thule " have almost nothing to do with the legends of antiquity .
Thus they are Siddhas , viryas and pasu , in the Hyperborean sense that I have given and not as these terms are commonly understood in Tibet , the three " categories " of men with whom you will have to get used to reasoning from now on . To this add an important concept : “ the Synarchy organizes and plans the world for the pasu and the lost viryas . The Hyperborean Wisdom teaches how the virya must be purified to recover the Vril and transmute from a mortal semi-divine in Immortal Divine Hyperborean ”.
I have to tell you something , Kurt , that should fill you with legitimate pride . Your parapsychic analysis of " hearing the Voice of Kiev ", even if you have not followed the guidelines of the Hyperborean Wisdom to conquer this charisma has led you to the correct conclusion . I mean , your claim that it is necessary to " dispose the Spirit to remember ", as the best attitude before the danger of rationalizing the psychic phenomenon by formulating an equivalent question , strictly matches our philosophy . It is " disposing the Spirit to remember ” how to access the Blood Memory . And this previous step , inevitable to obtain the Hyperborean Initiation , you have taken it alone , a feat that should , like I said , make you proud .
For these last words it might be thought that Tarstein , versed in Occult themes , was a dreamy and uncreditable person in rigorous questions , as is usually the case . And nothing would be more erroneous than such an appreciation because although I have not met anyone who knew as him about Occultism , Hermetic Philosophy or Religions , that was only a part of his immense knowledge . In those 30s Germany , in full industrial deployment , was a giant of Science . And Konrad Tarstein knew everything . He was a scholar of German knowledge in all its nuances : he mastered superior
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