The Mistery of Belicena Villca of extermination that they tried to carry out since the Age of the Iberian Kings . I only needed a minimal physical recovery and a little neglect of the medical surveillance to take my life by any means . Undoubtedly , Dr ., this could have been done without problems in all this time that I have been interned . Fleeing was no longer a way out for me without external guidance , and anyway , the mission was accomplished : Noyo kept the Wise Sword in the Secret Cavern in Córdoba ; and although I could not find him , even if I wanted to , the order of the Lord of the War had been carried out and that was what was important . At that time , dying was no more than a short interval until the Final Battle : I would astrally go to K ' Taagar and return soon , to settle accounts with the Enemy of the Eternal Spirit . In the meantime , I would elude the last persecution of Bera and Birsha . This was my thought when I got here , Dr . Siegnagel .
However , something made me change my mind as soon as I arrived ; and that was why , even though I continued to pretend to be insane , I started the writing of this extensive letter . To be clear , " that something " for which I exchanged my suicidal intentions was you , Dr . Siegnagel . In truth , as soon as I saw you , I understood that you had the Symbol of the Origin manifested in a high degree ; but I also appreciated that you were unaware of it , that you ignored even the smallest details of the Hyperborean Wisdom : you are a Man of Pure Blood , Dr . Siegnagel . But the memory of the Blood is blocked by your Soul . You do not know the existence of your Eternal Spirit nor do you know how to orient yourself towards the Origin . You suffer from a metaphysical amnesia that is the product of the Dark Age in which we currently live , proper of the enchantment with which the Powers of Matter plunge man into the Great Deception , characteristic of man ' s spiritual decay and of his attraction to the materialistic culture : in short , you , Dr . Siegnagel , are a sleeping man . But you are a Man . A being endowed with Uncreated Spirit who can awaken . Your presence here , in this dark hospital , I have taken as a sign from the Gods , like a message from the Lord of the War and Captain Kiev , perhaps as a revelation from the Pontifex , Lord of the Absolute Orientation . Seeing you , Dr ., I understood what Captain Kiev meant when he announced that " sleeping men would reestablish the ancient link with the Gods ": such sleeping men are , without a doubt , similar to you . They have it all in the Pure Blood , but in potential form : they only require the Hyperborean Initiation for that racial potency to develop and emerge in the consciousness . And the Hyperborean Initiation , Dr . Siegnagel , today , is only capable of granting it in this part of the world the Pontifex Maximus of the Order of Odin , the Lord of the Absolute Orientation , or the Wise Builders who second him . To convey this truth to you was that I changed my decision to die voluntarily . You must bear in mind , Dr . Siegnagel , the ethical point of view of the Lords of Tharsis : for the Strategy of spiritual liberation of the Gods Loyal to the Spirit of Man , it implies much more Honor that I try to wake you up than suicide to escape the infamous reprisals of the Immortal Demons . But , wasn ' t that punishment , the possibility of that terrible ending , not foreseen from the outset in the Strategy suggested by Captain Kiev ?
Yes . I decided to awaken you , or at least try , but how ? Not talking with you , since a professional prejudice would have prevented you from giving credit to the words of a mental patient . Maybe writing our story in a letter , like the present one , but it did not escape me that I would find myself in similar situation : your disbelief would also be inevitable . However there is the possibility that a concrete fact , alien to me but sufficiently effective , makes conscious the history of the House of Tharsis : and that fact can be no other than my own death at the hands of the Immortals Bera and Birsha . That is to say , I must get the Golen Demons to leave enough traces of their immense power to convince you that to some degree the story told in the letter is true ; and I must get the letter to reach your hands after my death . It ' s what I ' ll try to do , Dr . Siegnagel . For the time being , I have already concluded the letter and have begun , for some time , to carry out the Strategy that I believe will give the expected results : with the last remnants of my Luciferic gracious will ,
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