‘sees’ the mistakes. The ego is always the one who sees the faults.
Keep asking for forgiveness the whole daylong. Get into the
habit of doing this. Only through the Gnani’s grace will your work
be done. There is no need for you to go about doing anything
frantically. The Gnani’s grace is bestowed upon you when you abide
by his aagnas (prescribed instructions). By abiding by his aagnas,
you will acquire the state of unperturbed bliss (samadhi).
The Soul is Vitraag (void of attachment) and so is prakruti.
But if you find faults with the prakruti, there will be repercussions.
You yourself are at fault if you see faults in others.
You should never leave Dada’s satsang even if you are
snubbed and dishonored there. Remain with the satsang till you die,
but it is not worth going anywhere else. What is more, do not see
anyone’s faults in the satsang. Otherwise you will bind indestructible
karma. If you do, erase the fault by immediately by doing
pratikraman, otherwise that karma will become nikachit
(indestructible). Never ever, see faults in a Gnani Purush. The one
who uses his intellect to assess the Gnani will inevitably fall and
become destined towards a life in hell. Only certain exceptional
people are able to be in close proximity of a Gnani and not see any
faults in Him. Only such people are able to remain in the service of
a Gnani.
By seeing faults in others, you weaken the power to see
your own faults. No one is at fault, and if you want to blame anyone,
blame vyavasthit. Vyavasthit means your own accounts (karmic)
coming back to you. The consequences of your own mistakes are
being brought to you through a natural process, which brings together
your nimit.
Every karma of the Gnani is divine in nature. His external
karma is the same as everyone else’s but of significance is only
close observation of the Gnani’s vitraagta (detachment). By seeing
the vitraagta of the one in front of you, you too can become Vitraag.
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