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STARVED help you see them. Then begin to replace these patterns with healthy behaviors. This may seem very frightening and require additional support from a trusted friend or family member. Be specific about the goals you are working toward and the steps you are taking to reach them. Routines that include isolating yourself from others need to be quickly identified and replaced. Do this by surrounding yourself with people who know and love God and who speak truth into your life. If your daily routine includes large amounts of time on the computer participating in pro-ana sites or reading magazines and books that focus on appearance, these activities also need to be replaced. Find books that focus on hobbies you enjoy or Christian books filled with truth. Get involved in a church and make church-related activities a priority. Another routine you may want to establish is prayer before meals, asking God to give you strength as you face something new and challenging or to give you wisdom to know what a healthy amount of food is. An eating disorder can quickly control your lifestyle, so creating an entirely new life is never easy, especially if your physical environment has not changed. It will take a large amount of effort on your part, combined with outside support, but freedom is worth any necessary sacrifice. Choose Your Relationships The power of choice can be applied to every aspect of your life, including relationships. Many relationships in your life may be due to convenience. You hang out with people from work or school because you have the same schedules, or you grow close to your neighbors because they are only a few steps 52