SV: Do you think that you could of may use a different word than the N word to express being Real or that word just had to be expressed.
C-Mills: no I had to say it in a way that I new everybody was gone feel it
SV: So moving on to more things Feel My Pain is that the title of your mix tape
C-Mills: no feel my pain is my movement I want the world to feel my pain no matter what I’m doing feel my pain.
SV: When are we to be excepting a copy and P.S. imma need mines autographed and mail to e a.s.a.p. lol but for real when is it due
Cmills: my first album I’m dropping is called real talk vol 1. The thoughts of Chris Harris basically this album is about how I was feeling before I jumped on the rap scene and started promoting myself out here. I stocked up a lot of songs before I decided to just get out here and start promoting myself. It will be dropping in November 2012 I been sitting on this album for a long time I basically been learning a lot about how to promote and market myself before I drop and album. SV: Why should we Feel Your Pain explain to us what that title means
Cmills: feel my pain just feel whatever I’m doing or saying because I speak from the heart and everything I do is out of the kindness of my heart. I went thru a lot at a late age in my life I didn’t grow up struggling my storm came after high school and everything happened at 1 time I’m talking stuff I never imagined happening.
SV: What heartbreaks or events that you been through how did you get through them and what words would you use to encourage someone like you or has been through what you been through
Cmills: seeing my mama go from a good mama to a mama that didn’t really give a care no more. I new something was wrong with my mama when she didn’t care if we had a roof over our head. I think my mama was slipped some drugs and it turned her life all the way around that was very devastating to see. and then 1 time she was in a coma for a long time I lost my mind I would drink and smoke all day stressing hoping that my mama didn’t leave this world seeing them tubes in her nose I couldn’t deal with that. So to see your mama just change like that made me go crazy I didn’t know what happened to my mama. Times was hard I was broke for the first time I didn’t have a dollar to my name or I didn’t have no energy to hustle because of what was going on I would just sit around and be depressed all the time. What hurt me the most was how all the people I was there for when I was having money just disappeared when I was broke that just hurt my soul I couldn’t believe wasn’t nobody there for me after all the things I had done for people. I had to wake up and notice how the real world works people only deal with you when you having money. I had a daughter and I couldn’t provide for her so that made me feel down to. Family wasn’t getting along and everybody stayed at our house it was too much going on I just wanted to commit suicide real talk. one day I was fin to really kill myself I was at my auntie house just thinking like damn when I