get home I’m fin to kill myself but I didn’t have bus fair to get home so I started crying because I really wanted to kill myself and if I had money to get home I wouldn’t be here today. I was gone take myself out by swallowing a whole bunch of pills I was fed up with life real talk I couldn’t find a job or no way to get money the hustle game was messed up and I was fed up with that to one minute the w***d man straight the next he out I was like forget it I’m outta here but I’m blessed that I didn’t do that tho real talk. SV: I see you post a lot of pictures of you performing at a lot of events how does it feel to perform Do you ever get nerviest
Cmills: .i have a co-partner name Jennifer I’m always with that takes all my photos when I’m performing and yes I’m always nervous until that mike gets in my hand then i just zone out and do my thing on stage
SV: What preparations do you take before each performance?
Cmills: i always thank god and try to vision what’s gone happen before i get up there on stage.
SV: Do you remember your first performance and what was that like
Cmills: yes i remember my first performance it was at a hotel and i performed with my homie Mr. Hello and i performed 1 song by myself called when i get money and the song i did with him was called hellllooo the crowd was feeling both of the songs that night. I ran out of breath for a lil bit when i performed the song i did myself lol.
SV: You did you freeze or did you do well.
Cmills: overall i did well for my first performance. SV: There so much I want to ask you lol well let’s jump around to your love life are you seeing anyone what’s her name give her a quick shout out or if their isn’t let the single LADIES know who Chris is interested in lol.
Cmills: yes i am in a relationship
SV: Do you remember your first crush and don’t be ashamed to admit it we men have crushes
Too lol what was that feeling like did you let her know that you were feeling her?
Cmills: i don’t remember who my first crush was but I’m pretty sure i didn’t let her know because i was real shy lol
SV: So did you get good grades in school
Cmills: my grades was good until i got in high school lol
SV: Besides rapping what other career could you see yourself doing?
Cmills: i could see myself being an actor
SV: With Joining the FMR/SP team do you feel it has boost your confidence in music if so explain
Cmills: yeah i feel it has boosted my confidence because your show is introducing me to a whole new audience.
SV: Have you listened to any of the other on the show if so who and what do you think of their music? Cmills: no i haven’t listen to the other artist i tried to click the link where we vote at and listen to their songs but that didn’t work so on my spare time i will listen to some of their music and send them a friend request as well.
SV: Who is your favorite rapper and why does he or she influence you in any kind of way.
Cmills: my favorite rapper is Tupac he motivates me to go against the world and stand up for what i believe in. he raps from the heart and i feel everything he says
SV: What’s the best song that you ever done before and why is it
Cmills: i would have to say real a** n***** because i spoke for all the real n***** on that song and every black man thinks he’s a real n**** so i no i said something that they can feel and that’s a song that the whole world can relate to SV: I recently asked another artist on the show does he feel about rap is changing for the
Better or worst because I have heard numerous of people say music isn’t the same what is your opinion about it Cmills: music is the same it’s just that rappers like me that don’t have a big budget to get exposed have to come up with clever ideas to get heard. We just have to grind harder to get heard out here. Real music is coming back in rotation right now everybody is in party mode