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My soulmate ; My another heart breaker .
You ; instead of telling you how i feel so i decide to write and split my pain onto bleeding pages .
I hope one fine day , you ' ll reading this so you ' ll understand my pain , you ' ll come to realize my scars and my tears . I hope you ' ll regret to not appreciated and cared to me when i was still cared and appreciated on you .
If only you know and realize ; a million unsaid thought , unwanted feeling hit my heart and start war in my mind every time when i want to initiate conversations with you .
Every single thing you did to me really hurt me either your actions or your words -- to be honest -- but i ' d prefer to pretend like i ' m fine even deep down inside it might killing me .
I give you anything ; but you still not appreciated it . You kept giving me an excuse -- called busy . Are you really busy ? Or you ignoring me or you ' re busy ignoring me ?
I trust on you but you broke it . I give my heart for you but you shattered it into a million pieces . I said i miss you but you give me your shitty and ignored me -- like i ' m nothing to you .
I ' m done fighting for you , i ' m done fighting for our relationship but you still tend to not care you ' d rather to let it end you ' d rather to let our memories fade .
And i hope so one fine day , you ' ll realize how stupid you are for letting me go by the time you ' ll realize that i ' m no longer yours , i ' ll be long gone from your life .
You … Thank you for being my soul mate and my another heart breaker for what we had together .
Pemanjat Awan November 2016
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