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Love Letter To My Heaven .
Mummy , daddy , as i write up this letter . I had no idea how to start . I know it ' s so hard for us to believe the truth and embrace this reality .
In the names of Allah . I ' m not strong enough to face my life anymore , but because i love both of you so much ; so i promise you that i ' ll survive till the end of my life . I won ' t stop fight for both of you and i won ' t defeat from retreat . I won ' t let the fears hug your life , i won ' t let the tears rolled at your face . As long as i still alive , i won ' t let it happened .
Mummy as you said to me ; " Doctor , is not god to predict our death date , doctor is not deserve to decide how long we can live in this world …"
So , i hold on your words . I will not denials what happened in my life . I will teach my heart to stay strong and believe -- every pain and tears have thier own blessing in disguise . Mummy , daddy ; both of you are my another soul ; you are my strength . Thank you , for lend me your tough heart when i ' m in need .
Both of you ' re the best parents ever in my world , i ' m so grateful for having both of you in my life . I love you , mummy , daddy …
— Circa 2014 ' s up . " I ' m a little princess mummy and daddy , i ' m a fighter who ' s always goes warded because hospital love me so much ; but the Almighty is the greatest one .
He give me another second chance to taste again the nothingness of this world . Even , a million Doctor predict me i have a less chance to stay alive but Allah ' s the best planners ever -- till today i still have a chance to take a breath . Blessed .
Even sometimes i lost hope but i strongly believes Allah promised is never wronged ; Allah does not burden us beyond our limitation . "
Blessed .
With love , Your lil daughter .
— Pemanjat Awan November 2016 , circa 2014 ' s up .
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