Rhode Island Monthly April 2020 | Page 120

Everybody Knows This is Nowhere    CONTINUED FROM PAGE 57 | | the distinct vibe of dudes whose evening plans include a bar fight, so after a polite interval Eric and I resume on our way. B y mid-December, I decide to seek advice from the experts. I speak first with Cynthia Elder, chief of business development for the state Department of Environmental Man- agement. She gushes about Pulaski Park. Located in Chepachet, its main en- trance nearly at the Connecticut border (I cross the state line on foot mere steps from the parking lot), Pulaski is perhaps best known for its ten miles of cross-coun- try ski trails. It’s located within the larger George Washington Management Area. (The closest Dunkin’ is actually in Con- necticut, about six miles away.) As Cynthia promised, it is quiet and beautiful. I hike for nearly eight miles, winding through the George Washington Campground area, and enjoy a peaceful lunch on the bank of the Bowdish Reservoir. Cynthia also refers me to her colleague, William Walker, the supervising forester for DEM. His general guidelines for the most remote areas in Rhode Island are west of 95, east of the Connecticut border and north of Route 165. That encompasses a pretty wide swath of the state, including parts of Arcadia, Beach Pond State Park and the Wickaboxet Management Area. I make two trips to Arcadia, the state’s largest nature preserve at roughly 15,000 acres, one of which is probably my deep- est foray into the woods. From late November to early January, I cover many miles, walk many trails and enjoy much solitude, but I never arrive at a place that truly feels like the middle of nowhere. Maybe it doesn’t exist. Perhaps I’m expecting too much from a state that’s so small and so crowded. Or maybe it has more to do with a state of mind than a position on a map. Despite the futility of my quest, it does have an impact on me. After weekends spent crisscrossing the western half of the state, forever in search of a point I can’t seem to find, I crave that same sense of solitude and discovery during the week. I develop an ability to sniff out opportuni- 118    RHODE ISLAND MONTHLY l APRIL 2020 ties for it and begin stealing moments of it any time and any place I can. After an evening meeting in East Greenwich, I make a quick detour to God- dard Park. Though busy by day, even in winter, on a frozen December night it offers enough quiet and seclusion to feel completely alone (in a good way). While killing time in western Cranston during my stepson’s basketball practice, I notice John L. Curran State Park on the map. I decide to check it out. There are scarcely any streetlights along the quiet street off Pippin Orchard Road that leads to the trailhead, marked by a tiny parking area and signs instructing hikers to wear orange. (You can hunt in Cranston — who knew?) I walk a ways into the inky dark- ness of the woods and could swear I am somewhere other than the state’s second- largest city. My stepdaughter attends Girl Scouts biweekly at a church in Warwick Neck. They only meet for an hour, and it’s just far enough from our house to make it not worth driving home. I decide to use the time to squeeze in a run, making my way up Warwick Avenue and into Rocky Point. You want solitude? Try an abandoned amusement park at night in the middle of winter. There is one moment that stands apart from all the others, however, and gives me a new perspective on what it means to be nowhere. I am running through a small park near my house, which I’m deliber- ately not identifying. There are only a couple of miles of trails surrounded on four sides by main roads, yet somehow I manage to get lost almost every time. I take a wrong turn toward a riverbank. As I approach I see what looks at first like a shed, and assume I have accidentally wandered into someone’s backyard abut- ting the park. On closer inspection, I notice two tents flanking not a shed, but a shanty and realize I have stumbled upon some sort of homeless encampment. No one is around, but it looks quite lived in, with a cluttered table and a dumbbell set giving the distinct impression that someone has been here a while. I’ve been living in the area for more than four years and pass through the park numerous times, but had never seen this encampment or heard anyone mention it. There it is, a secret life hidden just out of sight, proving that even the middle of somewhere can be a pretty remote place. 