Huffington Magazine Issue 64-65 | Page 66

HUFFINGTON 09.01-08.13 INVISIBLE CASUALTIES The new diagnoses of TBI that occurred anywhere U.S. troops are located climbed steadily over the past decade. 35k Brain Injuries 30k 25k 20k 15k 10k ‘WHERE’S THE OLD MIKE?’ Mike kept up with the National Guard one weekend a month, and took back his old job as lineman for the local power company. Out of some kind of misplaced pride, he didn’t admit his problems to anyone. “I had guys that lost legs; what’s wrong with me that I can’t 2012 you’re high on life for a while. That’s the drug that keeps you going.” 2011 SOURCE: DEFENSE AND VETERANS BRAIN INJURY CENTER, DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE 2010 2009 2008 2007 2006 2005 2004 2003 2002 2001 2000 to a doctor behind a window. She nodded and set it aside. Neither he nor the Army ever followed up. Looking at a copy of that form years later, Mike realized he had checked every indicator of severe post-traumatic stress disorder on the sheet: Were you ever in fear of your life? Check. Felt hopeless, check. Ever see bodies, check; ever see civilian injuries, check. Anxious and sleepless, check. And so on. “If you look at this thing you’d know, this dude is gonna have trouble and needs to talk it out,” Mike said. No one pulled him aside for PTSD counseling, nor was there any screening for traumatic brain injury as there is today. There was a point where he could have said, yes, I think this is wrong with me, check me out before I go. But you knew, Mike said, “that if you checked yes, I was in a blast and my head still hurts, you’re probably going to be in a medical hold battalion forever. And it’s gonna be that much longer before you ever see your family.” So home he went, undiagnosed and untreated. In those first months, he said, “You are kind of over-stimulated from all the choices, A Spike in Traumatic brain injury