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B"H years to research. What is it in the Buddhist culture of asceticis m that allows its adherents to practice sexual abstinence? When a man's emotion leads him to orgas mic pleasure, he can't resist that impulse unless he has special awareness s ensitivity consciousness. The energy buildup resultant fro m excite ment due to burst fort h can be sublimated, using the technique of Yoga Nidra (for exa mple), to impell the powers of the id into a realm of bliss ful subconscious imagining. One reaches the state of nirvana that goes beyond knowledge : good memories, pictorial scenes, comforts o f nature, and similarly, productive creativity. The reward is a perhaps delayed, but consistent experience of trance -like cal m with trust in oneself and joy in having a height of self-estee m arise to one's consciousness. It's about 8 years since I wrote the thoughts coming under , this my editorial review during Succohs, 5778. I have co me to see myself for what I see and not all the time what people think I should be, based of course, on lost alone loneliness wandering freely upon my awareness sensitivity consciousness. This is how I see what I saw. The hyper -tactile sensitivity lurking under the cloak of Funny Rabbi; I AM, denigrated to the role of Haman, imagining the pleasure I could score in the pursuit of sexua l exploits. Shall I not address my banal lusts such that old men are characteristically portrayed as licentious? That on which the Freudian theorist might call the deep unconscious, "lust for life / death wish" libidinal instincts. They break down into a neurological process, fragrance from che mical particles in our environment drain us as electro magnetic currents intensify or abate. Emotional stimuli may be little more than associations to physiological experiences, memory cells that may be stimulated as if a historical mapping of feelings in the mo ment of pleasure or pain when they were experienced, and subsequent retrieval fro m me mory. People have relegated the appearance of a fe male's nakedness to simulate the mo ments when engaged in sexua l encounter, such that the slightest inference can bring about a Pavlovian elicitation. That's the obvious factor leading to a profitable porn market, and the only thing that can be done about it is to elevate the consciousness of humankind that men see the woman for a being disposed as she is to ensure fulfillment to the soul imbued within her. 72