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to praise the kindness of my friend, who I met e in East Lansing
Michigan during the turbulent 70's. We had each of us grown up
in suburban Detroit; same spirit, mindset, manner of facial
expressions and gesticulations that characterize the cultura l
affectation, as Truly Blue (Alan Braid) would call it, of our tribe
in the modern era.
The world has existed so long; maybe the cells that constitute I
AM, were regenerated in ma ny combinations with all kinds o f
different molecules before co mbining into their present
inhabitance of my soul and body. Maybe I AM the designated
molecular entity that had previously come to fulfill a similar
mission, or repent the previous regression. Thusly, my mind
conceived the role that I would play in relationship to Truly Blue.
I offered co mmitment to exert labors in deployment to office or
more menial productivity roles such as putting an overgrow n
garden into a semblance of attractiveness. I ass ert that the value
of labors I had offered freely, well exceeded his financial outlay
and thus he was econo mically remunerated more than adequately.
I always try to think about not what someone thinks of me but what
he thinks I'm thinking about him and to think well of everybody.
Perhaps mitochondria in the molecular substance of my being
will have or had beco me negatively charged by my participatio n
in an event that caused pain (destruction or damage to universa l
forces), and therefore my journey to Alan Braid resulted in some
suffering. I was ready for anything and told my children nothing
definitive because I was going into escape mode and could not
know whether I'd stop short of the abyss. "Out of the abyss o f
confusion co mes the beauty of togetherness. " It was unclear to me
if I would reside in his office suite, and not at all sure as to lengt h
of three weeks' time to wit I had prearranged the date of return trip
to Israel. We can expand on anthropological evidence that
indicates that birds of a feather flock together. Tribe associatio n
is the Nationalis m that develops as a direct outco me of huma n
weakness, insecurity - and the excelled mind seeks residency in
the borderless terrain. Alas, forces prevail that ha mmer huma n
development into a universal cul ture. Upon us to understand
whether freedom is intrinsic to nature.
The wide spaces between the eleme nts of molecules make up
the realm of existence where freedom reigns. Willfulness to
communicate develops into cooperative efforts to exist. To be not
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