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identified is independence. It is the nothing dimension and any
particle thereof is truly free, being nothing. The opposite of what's
implied
by
sociological
categorizations
of
species,
anthropological considerations that define connection to an
identification grouping. Can there be any significance to an
ele ment that lives entirely unto itself, does not feel constrained b y
either time or space; his motion nevermore ha mpered whither he
transpires upon the space of the universe? We all arrive at a
complete stillness in a deep silence; but until we do, may just as
well give freely of ourselves and feel thereby of value to the entire
whole. The littlest smile makes the whole world a happier place.
Truly Blue is an adherent to the work ethic to do things
according to an ad ministrative propriety. Highly intellectual and
succinctly methodical, but I was not adapted to doing things
according to the rules, acted impulsively and didn't concern myself
with a perfect outcome measured in co mparison to anything or
anyone. We had each gone our separate ways in departure fro m
East Lansing, and with the inception of a Worldwide Web, I
discovered his whereabouts. I address you the reader, dear heart,
can you see the pulsations of soul essence flapping around like a
fish on dry land (waiting for the tide to come in); people
connected, dissipated, and reconnected. I had yearned for his
friendship, the co mradery we once enjoy, but time had roughed up
our instinctual practice of social graces.
Sound was his game and proofing his bus iness. I did some
research in order to figure out a way to be useful, do work for him
in hope to earn an incre ment of income, and thusly increase the
likelihood my visit would propitiously determine the future of my
relocation. His sardonic attitude to rel igion combined into a stand
against my e motive prescience, he paid no attention to anything
said about my viability to his enterprise. People are basically
afraid to pay attention to anything other than what they want to
hear lest someone may add to their stress. My views on anything
led us to the joviality of his arrogant degradation of every notio n
I would express. I can't say that I wouldn't have liked to get my
grubby hands on so me of his money, but I really needed to be in
America for the previously me ntioned specific reasons, somethin g
that without his financial help wouldn't have happened.
I had wanted desperately to get to the States, out of religious
commitment to honor my mother in a nursing ho me; he was
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