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expense to put me up for a few weeks. There were strong magnets
drawing me back to Israel, I resisted them.
From the mo ment I arrive to his humble abode (a studio
apartment in which he 'd set up an office) I started right in to work.
I kept up with modernity and managed to learn all that an office
secretary has to know in order to keep a business organized and
viable. I invested tre mendous strength and skill to organize the
working space, and as such provide enough creature comfort to
function as a crash pad. The first days of my visit were filled with
occupational trajectories, going with the boss to customers,
making myself useful as a paid helper who was learning the
business, taking notes of stated opinions, and neither requesting
or receiving any monetary co mpensation. It was a hands-o n
training apprenticeship, and I had a roof over my head, an
occasional meal, and a chance to make it into the professiona l
world. Oh, that real life could be so naturally easy. Maybe it is
when our expectations are humbled to a degree of mutua l
respectability: "live, and let live."
The magnificence of understanding and an appreciation o f
nature must expand to include mental pheno mena . Much depends
on intensity and simplicity of life's interactions. There is an aspect
of what we call love; it ceases to exist and can no longer nouris h
emotion from the mo ment it's forgotten. As pertains to the
language of co mmunication, much more than verbal expressio n
have to be right for there to be harmony between tow approachi ng
bodies. It was my inception to the relationship and that which had
not changed in my personality was still what he expected to
receive; though I clarified exactitude of my intentions, his
personality saw the world as his mind believe d. One may affix the
appellation of arrogant to intellectuals whose money and illusive
projections leave the m squirming in their own disappointment, so
he got in his kicks b y terrorizing me; hateful sinfulness pursued
me. Alas the payment was unforgettably rendered (as far as my
proactive indiscretion), and thusly I AM. Neither of us ended up
getting so mething free.
The pursuit and determination to keep a hobby of c reative
writing allows raising a hope that someday so meone ma y
appreciate what I had to say. But, it's upon me to offer recollectio n
of it by virtue of sociable involvement, ergo to keep my mind o n
an articulation covert within its depths , and clear as a bell on the
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