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He will tend his flock like a shepherd; he will gather the lambs in his arms; he will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young. Isaiah 40:11 care, watching over them—not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be;” (vs. 2a) and furthermore “not lording it over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock.” (vs 3) How easy it is to fall into the habit of leading my children out of dutiful obligation instead of a willing heart. To lord my authority over them instead of being a humble example to my little flock. How do my priorities and emotions so quickly go from enjoying my Lord and enjoying my children, to elevating my own needs and agenda above all else? But praise God, he hasn’t called me to parent without offering Himself as my own Shepherd to carry my frustrations, lack of wisdom, stress and disappointments. For in this very same chapter, Peter says “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” (vs. 7) Is there a mother out there void of anxiety? What a relief that God doesn’t just “put up” with us unloading our burdens onto him. No, he welcomes our hot angry tears, our broken prayers of repentance, and even our doubting honest cries, when we don’t see the end of the road any more and we are beginning to despair. He invites us to throw all our tangled and knotted up worries on Him. And praise God, He doesn’t shepherd his children with impatience and irritability. He enjoys and delights in me, even though I know for certain that I am not easy to parent. For God is not like man. He is the perfect chief Shepherd. As beautifully pictured in the book of Ezekiel. God speaks of shepherding Israel in this tender way, “I will feed My flock and I will lead them to rest,” declares the Lord GOD. “I will seek the lost, bring back the scattered, bind up the broken and strengthen the sick;’’ (Ezekiel 34:15-16a). What a lovely picture of God’s tender affec- tion and devotion to His children. There is not a better example of how I am to lead my children, than in the manner in which God leads me. So this summer, as I continue the same daily routine of trying to raise boys into men, while running the details of our busi- ness, may I not forget the most important thing. Allowing my perfect Father to shep- herd me, as I follow close behind him. And may my own flock see me walking humbly before my God, and by his grace, may they behold the beauty of my Shepherd, and will- ingly choose to follow Him too.  Juliane Wiebracht is a homemaker in Longview, TX who shares God’s love with women who are incarcerated. www.himpowermagazine.com  9