Healthy Mama Magazine SPECIAL RED Edition - Feb 2015 | Page 56

Expanding Compassion Envelope the a Method for Beating Anger of By Leo Babauta from Zen Habits We go through the same process as a little kid who doesn’t get his way, except we’re grown-ups and we are supposed to know better. We act like little kids because the part of our brain that’s getting mad is really no different than a scared, selfish child. Kids are selfish because that’s how they are built. Their world is all about them and as they grow, they start to realize that they are part of a bigger community; their family unit, their friends and the rest of the world. They either learn the skills to negotiate their place or they don’t. Life is much easier and more fun if you learn the skills. Let’s say we’re working and someone interrupts us: bam, so annoyed! Life is suddenly a boiling rage. OK, maybe we’re just irritated. But why? Simply because we wanted to continue to work uninterrupted, but someone has ruined that perfect fantasy. Or let’s say you want something from your spouse (love, attention, sex, support) and they don’t give it to you. Grrrr! How could they! We want something and we expect them to give it to us, and we think, “Why don’t they? It would be so easy! They don’t care!”. No different from a kid who wants that Rocky Road ice cream and throws herself on the floor kicking and screaming when she doesn’t get it. Here’s the thing, though: the other person doesn’t have the same fantasy as you. The person who interrupts you isn’t as concerned about working without interruption. They might not even realise that it’s something you need. While that fantasy is your universe, it’s not theirs. Their universe is about getting something else done, and they need to interrupt you to get that.   Your universe isn’t everyone else’s universe.    OK, we get it. Anger is selfishness, wanting something and then throwing a tantrum when we don’t get it. Now what? This is where Expanding the Envelope comes in. Here’s how it works. Become the watcher of your anger, rather than the participant. When we get an angry impulse, we tend to act on it — lash out, show irritation, give a frustrated response. Instead of acting on that impulse, just watch it. ill How w you espond ? r What’s going on here? Why are you so angry about something so unimportant ? What fantasy/ideal are you holding onto that you didn’t get? HEALTHY MAMA MAGAZINE 56