Healing and Hypnotherapy Volume 4 Issue 7, 1 January 2020 | Seite 6

At the end of 1994 the genocide was over officially, but many of us continued to live in memories of that unpleasant time for years to come. Everything I had seen was manifesting into nightmares as if it was happening again and again, and for me it seemed normal even though it was scary. Before being treated and learning how to help others using the Trauma Tap- ping Technique, every night was as if the genocide was still happening. You can imagine how my days were affected, they were unhappy days most of them. Healing is possible but only when you allow yourself to be treated. I didn’t know I was traumatised. I thought having all those problems was who I had become after living through the genocide. I was insecure, had nightmares and got angry without reason. I thought: ‘That is how life is.’ I had no idea that it was a kind of sickness I was suffering from. Now I know, because after getting treated and learning the Trauma Tapping I feel completely different.” Sometimes people need examples of symptoms, to be able to understand that they can be symptoms of post-traumatic stress. During a TTT training in the community of Mumosho in eastern Congo we started talking about the symptoms of trauma, listing them on the blackboard in the classroom, for example problems sleeping, loss of hope, acting crazy or feeling aggressive. The participants exclaimed: “Maybe that’s why Mama Rose is behaving so strangely, she is running around without clothes. She is actually traumatised.” “Aha, that’s why I sleep so badly.” “So that’s why my neighbour’s children scream at night.” Somebody even said: “Is that me you are writing about? I have all those symptoms.” We do not measure traumatic stress or make a diagnosis apart from the Subjective Units of Distress (SUD) scale of calibration 0-10, because in our context we don’t nd it necessary. Our definition of traumatic stress is when an emotionally charged memory or reaction from the past keeps coming to your mind in situations you cannot control, and makes you feel distressed in various ways. If it does, TTT can help alleviate that distress and the negative emotions and reactions connected to it.