Ewya Magazine Issue 4 November & December 2016 | Page 21

onsibility for
ur Life
By Candice Wilson
When we don’t take responsibility for our
actions that guilt enters our bodies and minds
and eventually it needs to be release, the
normal manifestation of this release is disease
and sickness of the body.
EVERYTHING that happens is your choice.
I can see people baulking at the idea and
immediately reacting and saying not all things
that happen are a choice. People don’t
choose to be raped or hurt, do they??? Why
would anyone choose horrific things to
happen to them?
I was raped when I was 19 and when it
happened would have agreed with you, and
I don’t wish anyone to ever go through that
pain. It took me 6 years to deal with what had
happened and to start to realise that on a soul
level, I had asked to be raped because there
were certain life lessons that I needed to learn
in this life, that would not have been possible
if my life had been easy and free of pain,

because of what happened I am able to help
hundreds of people to get through the pain,
hurt, anger and become stronger people.
I believe that before we come down to earth
we sit with God and our guides and Angels
and discuss what we would like to learn in this
life. We then choose parents, social
conditions, people and events that will
allow us to learn these lessons. Many people
believe we only have one life, I, on the other
hand, have seen many of my lives, and in
some of those lives I was a horrible person
and did terrible things. In one life, I was a
man that raped and murdered women. I am
not saying that your life now is a punishment
for what you have done in other lives but that
I choose to come back and experience what it
was like to be a rape victim, and in doing so it
has allowed me to help others, in other ways
it does redress the karmic balance by allowing
my soul the experience of been a victim.
Ewya Nov 2016 -21