I am also aware that the man who raped me volunteered for the job, when my life path was decided he offered to allow me this lesson, in doing so he has had to suffer the pain and knowledge of what he has done. Therefore, I am so grateful to him for what he did for me, to allow me this life lesson.
Everyone says that you will be healed when you can forgive what has been done to you. I believe you are healed when you forgive yourself for your soul’ s decisions. Now that I fully understand the way the universe works I have not forgiven him, but have begged him for his forgiveness. He does not need to be forgiven for what he did because he did what our souls agreed was the right thing for the soul lesson. He had some karmic issues to work through in this life and so, therefore, I refuse to carry the guilt because it was his decision as well.
Therefore, I also ask you to please, try to not to judge others for what they do. You have no idea what their life lesson is and why they have chosen this life path.
A few years ago, I worked with a 17-year-old girl who had been abused by her stepfather from age 6 to 10, she was removed from the home and a protection order was put in place. Her mother stayed with this man as they had two children together. At 17 the family and social workers decided it was alright for this girl to be around the stepfather. He raped her in the bathroom shortly thereafter. She was so afraid of losing her family again that she refused to tell anyone other than me what happened. When I found out, I was so mad at him that I decided the world would be well rid of him. I have done remote healing for years and breaking of curses so I am quite able to work with people on a soul level. My dark side took over and I figured that if I could heal someone. I could make someone’ s heart stop.
I sat and saw my hand wrap around his heart and I started to squeeze, he was starting to have a heart attack when my Angels managed to get through to me.
I will always remember what they said,“ stop Candice, you have no idea why she chose this path and what her lessons are, if you take this lesson away from her she will have to do it again, and you will be responsible for her been raped again, let go and allow them to follow their chosen paths”.
Those words were like been knocked over the head, from that moment onwards I may not like what some people do, but I try to be objective and understand that they have a lesson to learn that I know nothing about. I am human after all and sometimes it is really hard to accept terrible events but they all happen for a reason and only the person it happens to will know the true reason.
Once I realised that everything that happened in my life was my responsibility it was a huge relief. I came to understand that everything that had happened was a decision that I had made and by accepting this, I was able to take an active part in my future by changing my thinking and actions to ensure that I created the future I desired. I actively participate in the creation of my life instead of sitting on the sidelines and allowing my parent, social condition and events to create my destiny.
If you have had a trauma event happen in your life and you cannot see the reason for it. Look at doing a past life regression session, or work with your angels ask them to show you why these events have happened. My angels did a past life regression with me which allowed me to see my lessons and take responsibility instead of blaming others. If you are in a financial predicament, look at your inner dialogue and see what the inner voice has on repeat. Accept that what that voice is saying is the reason you are in the position you are. Then make immediate steps to change these thoughts. Look back into your social conditioning to see if you have been programmed to think this way. If you have, then work on releasing these blocks so that they will not continue to hound you all the days of your life.
22- Ewya Nov 2016