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D I V O R C E 4 1 1 • You criticize others. being found a failure. • You hide your true self. • You judge and criticize others. • You demand reassurance. • You have difficulty hearing criticism. • You compare yourself unfavorably to others. 5. “I’m a failure.” The final major fear that can capsize your relationships stems from the belief that failure is inevitable, or that you don’t measure up to your peers because you aren’t as smart, talented or successful. In this case, you may have thoughts that include: Most of my peers are more successful than I am. I am not as smart as other people in my life. I feel ashamed that I don’t measure up to others. I don’t possess any special talents. As a result of your extreme self-doubt: • You avoid discussions or situations where comparisons to others would be made. • You allow others to criticize you or minimize your accomplishments. • You minimize your talents or potential. The good news is that these fears don’t have to continue to sabotage your relationships. The first step toward making the change to feel nourished and supported by your relationships is awareness. You can first empower yourself by identifying your qualms — and their associated thoughts and behaviors. From there, you can bring an increased level of mindfulness into your life, and begin to shift your habits. So stop right now, and bring yourself to the present moment. Recognize that your fears and the thoughts they trigger are transporting you back to a past experience or mindset that has given you distorted lens. So don’t react immediately, as your reaction, too, will be distorted. Allow yourself time to harness your desire for change and personal growth. Digest your thoughts and feelings without a need to control or judge them. Once that emotional storm has passed, and you can recognize that this present situation may have nothing to do with the fears you are projecting onto it, then you can respond in a way that is helpful — not harmful — to your current relationship. • You hide your true self for fear of ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Michelle is a therapist, author and radio host specializing in relationships and schema therapy. More at www.michelleskeen.com and www.twitter.com/michelle_skeen Divorce 411 April 2015 | 15