Diva Zone ™ Magazine DZ 2018 Holiday Issue - E-Magazine | Page 15

OD FEATURE BY TANISHA RUSSELL DAY Photographed, Tanisha Russell Day and her darling son, Nehemiah Up until a few months ago, I still felt the same; guarded. Some fear of commitment and being way too overprotective of my son. A few months ago, Nehemiah said, “Mommy, don’t you want a boyfriend or husband? I need somebody around here to do boy stuff with me and you need help!” You could imagine the expression on my face! Yep! That face! And also feeling like a charity case! LOL! I responded and said, “Nehemiah, it’s not just about me having a boyfriend or husband, but for that someone to be good for both me AND you. The right one is coming, in God’s perfect divine time. My heart is now open to receive.” He hugged me and said, “Thanks Mommy, I didn’t know that.” I’m sure he was also thinking, “THANK GOODNESS!” LOL! Having a village was also essential to having a healthy life for both me and Nehemiah. He needed his friends and family to hang out with (especially boys, I don’t know boy stuff , lol) and I needed the same as a mom, a woman and as Tanisha. Most of the social events I attended over the years were family friendly because where you saw me, you most likely saw Nehemiah. My village (relatives, church family and friends) stepped in at times when I needed support, “Me Time” or advice. If we don’t speak up and share when we need help, some people will never know. We have to know when to remove the mask and when to be transparent (of course in a safe space with the right people) and say, “I’m not doing too good today, I need a little help.” Everyone needs help sometime. We can only do but so much on our own. We as single moms juggle a lot but there are resources there for us, tap into your network. And when our plates are overfl owing, it’s okay to say, “no” with love, if there’s something we aren’t able to do. We can still love our children and be superheroes for them, without losing ourselves. While we’re making time for our babies (no matter what age they are, they will forever be our babies), let’s always remember to make time for ourselves. For all of the sacrifi ces you’ve made, for the struggles you’ve overcome, for the dark nights that passed when only God could give you peace, BELOVED, I SALUTE YOU! Tanisha Russell Day is founder and CEO of Key HR Consulting. She may be reached at [email protected]