Things I like… Mother’s Day Edition
By Angel69
This month I might deceive a bit some people with the subject we have to write about. The subject of course is “Mother’s Day”. I do love that holiday but it also gives me personally a hard time. Some might know and some might not... so here is a bit of my story that will explain why I find this holiday a hard one. It happened back in 2008, I was 10 years married. One morning, which was 2 days before Mother’s Day, I was pushed to do a pregnancy test. I finally made them win and did it. A few minutes after I did the test it was showing I was pregnant. Went to the clinic and they told me I was 2 months pregnant. They made me pass more tests and the hormone that normally should double each certain amount of time mine was decreasing so they told me it was or I had less weeks they taught or I was doing a miscarriage. Those words sounded so far in my head. Well 1 week later I did lose the baby. Nobody can know the feeling unless you passed thru. Honestly I don’t wish that to my worst enemy. A few months after my doctor tells me the worst words a women could ever hear. She told me that if I would get pregnant again I could die... I come home with those words ringing in my head over and over again and then you have to face your family and friends with the news you lost your baby. It’s hard to see people you love and that some of them are even family and they just don’t consider you as a mom just because you never got the chance to hold your one and only baby in your arms. One of the cruelest feeling. I am sorry if my story is too personal and if it’s not a happy one. I just wanted people to think a bit and to realise that weather you had a chance to hold your baby or not... that no matter what people can say or think... you ARE a mother. I am blessed I do still have my mom and even if we have our ups and downs I still love her so damn much. When you have the chance please I beg you, take a moment to hug your daughter or your son and tell them how much you love them and for the kids out there weather they are young or old, please let your mom know you love her and don’t forget to call her “MOM”... one of the precious word in the world.
Happy Mother’s Day to ALL the mothers out there!!!