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time your ego will increase and those people will not gain any
benefit. It simply ‘smells’ good, that is all. It is like enjoying the
aroma of the jalebee (sweet delicacy), without getting a taste
of it.
If You want to keep your path to liberation weak, then
this other path, the traditional Kramic path, will be good for you.
You will even get to enjoy the sweetness along the way.
However, in this path of ours, with the slightest weakness, the
ego and everything else within are just waiting, ready to pounce
the moment they get something to eat. The ego within is
constantly looking for food and nourishment. This is the case for
everyone. Everyone has ego waiting within. When the ego takes
over it will not look for just some commission. At the moment,
it is simply looking for commission, but later on, it will take over
the entire wealth, including you. It is there, already present
within. You should always continue to be aware that the
presence of the ego is always there. And until then do not fall
prey to anything. Do not give the ego any opportunity or the
scope to become strong.
People will readily flock after you if you speak even a little
about our Gnan. People have never experienced peace such as
this before. They have never heard of anything like this before
so naturally they will jump at the opportunity. And the ego sitting
within you will be laughing, ‘Yes, great I get to eat!’ It has been
looking for this opportunity from the very beginning. Do You
want to attain the Absolute state or do You want to leave it
unfinished? If You want to attain the Absolute state, then You
cannot afford to be weak about anything. Even if someone asks
you a question, do not fall prey to this weakness.
Upsham - it is nothing but a smoldering fire
First You will understand the Gnan through the medium of
the intellect (buddhigamya) and that too it will come by