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why one is not able to remain separate. He will taste it (get
involved as Chandulal), will he not? It is very difficult to rise
above deceit (kapat). Deceit is the only dangerous thing. The
kashayas of anger-pride-greed can be rid of but it is tough to
get rid of kapat (deceit).
Questioner: So the worldly gains, its sweetness, kapat
always remains with us. So then the difficulty of becoming free
from it will inevitably remain.
Dadashri: Awareness (jagruti) will help. Along with this
awareness, the decision and the nischaya (firm resolve) of, ‘I
do not want anything,’ will help.
Questioner: So one has to make the firm resolve
(nischaya) of ‘I do not want anything except for moksha
(liberation)?’
Dadashri: Yes, ‘I do not want anything at all’. ‘I do not
want anything,’ whatever may come along, such a nischaya
(resolut