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‘it is wrong to keep an intense mental note’ then it will come into his experience (anubhav) and then ultimately it will express in his conduct (charitra). This is the scientific process through which things express in one’s conduct. There will be revenge (vair) in the mind if an intense mental note (nondha) is kept. Half the pain vanishes by not keeping such a note. Gnani Purush never keeps a note. When you keep a note, the opposing party will also keep one too. First begins the taking of a note (nondha), then starts the mind’s battle, then the battle of words and finally it can end up in a physical battle. Therefore, it is best to pluck out the root! The person wanting liberation must get rid of the ‘notebook’. For those who stop taking notes (nondha), their worldly interactions come to an end. Those who are certain in the worldly interactions remain uncertain about liberation. Certainty in the world means supporting the worldly interactions. In order to dissolve the innate nature (prakruti) of taking notes, what does Akram Vignan say? It says that note taking is done by the innate nature (prakruti) and the real Self has to simply know that. It is not objectionable that a note is made, but if the Self’s agreement with taking notes goes away; the note too will go away. The habit of ‘taking note nondha’ will not be given up without the help of the Science (Vignan). The innate worldly nature will choose to die rather than give up taking intense mental notes. How can a note be made of the karmas that are changing; karmas that are constantly rising and setting? What is the process of making a note? For whatever reason, if one has the slightest like or dislike via a nimit (an 25