Aptavani-9 161
there even be such a book? There can be a notebook only if you make a mental note. Now you must throw away your mental notes. They are not worth keeping. Give away your notebook to some other businessman. It is not something worth keeping.
Questioner: When someone makes an intense mental note,‘ You said this to me and you said that’, then that love is broken.
Dadashri: Yes, but one cannot refrain from making an intense mental note. Would even the wife not do that? Will your wife not be doing that?
Questioner: Dada everyone does it, but can we not erase it through Gnan and pratikraman?
Dadashri: No matter how much you try to erase it, you will not succeed. Once you make an intense mental note( nondha), you cannot get rid of it by attempting to erase it. The intense mental note will weaken a little but one cannot refrain from making a comment, can one? Whatever this gentleman here may do, or whatever changes may occur in you,‘ we’ will not make any note. Therefore, there is no interference or its effects from‘ us’ at all. Have you ever seen Dada making a note about you?
Questioner: Never. Dadashri: Yes, there is no note on anyone. Questioner: So is that pure love?
Dadashri: Yes, it is pure love. So you will never be unloved by‘ us’, you will always be dear to‘ us’.‘ We’ have no concern with what you said to‘ us’ two days ago. If‘ we’ keep mental notes, then‘ we’ would have problems, right?‘ We’ understand that your weakness has not gone away and so mistakes are bound to occur.