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of freedom and only that which is destined to occur, will occur.
Therefore, there is no reason to have suspicions. You have to
stop being suspicious. Dada has said ‘no’ to suspicions.
It is your own weakness
Questioner: Suspicions first hurts one’s own self, does it
not?
Dadashri: Yes, suspicion destroys only the person who
is being suspicious. The other person has nothing to do with it.
What harm comes to the other person? He does not care, he
will tell you, ‘whatever is going to happen to me will happen,
why you are being suspicious?’
Now if you have suspicions, it is your weakness. It is
different if there is no weakness but there is always weakness in
humans, it is naturally present, no matter how little. When that
weakness goes away, you become God. There is only one thing;
he, whose weaknesses go away, is God.
Dada listens to suspicions through the magic
of Gnan
If a person becomes suspicious of ‘us’, is he likely to be
spared? It will haunt him even in sleep. Because of the purity
within ‘us’, ‘we’ can make others pure (shuddha) too. ‘We’ do
not have any problems even if someone has suspicions about
‘us’. Suspicion is his own weakness.
That is why Kaviraj has written:
‘Even though we are full of suspicions from a
misguided intellect, He (the Gnani) observed with the
profound magic of Gnan, And yet never punished us.
And He did not differentiate between Him and us.’
What is Kaviraj trying to say? When does suspicion about
Dada arise? It arises when there is wrong intellect.
This happened one time. ‘We’ had placed our hand on