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one lady’ s head just like‘ we’ do on the men. Her husband became suspicious. Then‘ we’ may have unknowingly placed the hand on her shoulder. He became suspicious again. The suspicion of:‘ Dada’ s intentions have turned bad’ started to play on his mind.‘ We’ understood that this poor man had suspicions in his mind, what can anyone do? We knew he must be suffering.
So he wrote me a letter saying,‘ Dadaji, I am hurting in this way so I would appreciate it if you do not do this anymore. You being a Gnani cannot do this.’ Later when that man would meet‘ us’, he would look at‘ us’ and realize that‘ Dada does not seem to be affected’. Then he met‘ us’ again a few days later.‘ We’ greeted him with‘ Jai Sat Chit Anand’ as if nothing had happened. This happened six or seven times and when he did not see any effect on‘ us’ he got tired. He became very confused from within,‘ what is all this about? I wrote him a letter. He received it and read it and yet I cannot see an effect on him at all.’
You silly man! Only the guilty one will be affected. How can there be an effect on‘ us’ when‘ we’ are not guilty? No matter how many letters you write or do whatever you can,‘ we’ have no problem.‘ We’ do not have an answer for the letter.‘ We’ have vitaragata-‘ we’ are detached. It is you who believes otherwise. Then later he tells me,‘ Did anything happen to you?’‘ We’ told him,‘ What can happen to‘ us’? You have the suspicion but‘ we’ are not involved in it and so‘ we’ do not have a problem.’
That is why Kavi wrote‘ profound Gnan’. Other people would be affected if someone were to write them such a letter.
Questioner: Yes, any other person would be shaken up.
Dadashri: Then what would become of that disciple? Whereas this incident did not put a stain on his wife or me. The time passed without a dent on anyone. The moment of suspicion