Карьера астролога 1 2012 | Seite 14

ARTICLE ASTROLOGERS BOB MULLIGAN «IN THE BEGINNING» From the Introduction of Bob Mulligans' book «Between Astrologers and Clients» Margaret Craske was an early disciple of my spiritual master, Meher Baba. During my struggle to cross into the profession of astrologer, she mentioned to me one day, "Undoubtedly you can learn to do astrology, but can you learn to love your fellow man?" Her question made a deep impression on me. In a way, everything I've done as an astrologer has in some way been an attempt to an answer. Astrology as a technical discipline is mind boggling. As an interactive healing art it is unparalleled. When I was new in my career as an astrologer, say maybe five years into it, a really formative experience came my way which opened me to another dimension of the question of loving others as opposed to merely conveying cosmic information. At the time I was living in a big old house which was split into a number of apartments. It was located just off the University of Illinois campus. My office was a tiny kitchen which I had converted into a place to see clients. On this day a man came to see me for an appointment. He was a big man, approximately six feet tall, weighing about two hundred and fifty pounds. He came into my small office. We started talking. I began discussing events that had made strong impressions on his development. We were about fifteen minutes into the appointment when I said, "Your father's death made a deep impact on your growth." He became silent. He looked as if he was trying to decide whether or not to speak. Then he slowly mumbled in a low, deliberate voice, "I killed my dad. Murdered him with an axe. I was never discovered, and I've never told anyone about it before." I went numb. Quickly I assessed the situation. He was sitting between me and the door and he was a lot bigger than I. Nothing in my training or experience had prepared me for this very loaded situation. My mind went blank and I have no recollection of how the rest of the consultation went. I felt in danger and I probably would have said or done anything realistic at the time to get out of this situation. 12 If I had been capable of putting aside all personal considerations, my fear of physical injury, fear of inadequacy, etc., I would have been able to really be present for my client. Love and fear can't live simultaneously in the same heart. This person had really opened up to me and I left him hanging. A missed opportunity became a teaching experience. The need for this book arose that day, as I tried to come to terms with the missing ingredients in my background. How had I gotten into this predicament? How could I have prevented it? How could I have handled it better? What can I share with my students about the astrologer/ client relationship which could make their lives happier, easier, and safer? It is no small task to become a professional astrologer. It is even a greater task to carry out your career with any degree of competency and integrity. During my early years as an astrologer, so much of my time was completely absorbed in trying to become technically competent that how the information was delivered, or what my relationships to my clients were about, occupied very little of my thinking. To learn to erect a correct chart and to read the chart with any degree of insight or accuracy was such a big task, that it seemed like mastering this was to become an astrologer. Achieving mastery over technical aspects of astrology is the first hurdle. This aspect of astrology is so massive that most of us return to it time and time again when we are honest with ourselves. Still, mathematical and interpretive proficiency (while being the necessary foundation) is really only the beginning for a professional astrologer. КАРЬЕРА АСТРОЛОГА | 1 2012