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say I hate you, because I do not, I just simply don't understand. I cried everyday for what I felt like hours, for weeks and when I finally thought I had moved on, you popped back up and all my feelings for you appeared again. I told myself not to do it, you lost my trust, but I gave in very easily.
feelings for you appeared again. I told myself not to do it, you lost my trust, but I gave in very easily.
but I gave in very easily.
When you started talking to me again, you told me you had cheated on me and that broke my heart. I thought I needed to be loved by you because you where my first love. I pushed all my anger away the first time and it was coming back and you knew what sucks the most, you were the one who was supposed to have my back but you didn't trust me, I was so loyal, you were the one who cheated. You broke me so badly, but I couldn't see pass the lies you were telling me, you accused me of cheating on you, you were so worried I was going to cheat on you to get revenge but you didn't know that I still would have given everything to be your future.
loved by you because you where my first love. I pushed all my anger away the first time and it was coming back and you knew what sucks the most, you were the one who was supposed to have my back but you didn't trust me, I was so loyal, you were the one who cheated. You broke me so badly, but I couldn't see pass the lies you were telling me, you accused me of cheating on you, you were so worried I was going to cheat on you to get revenge but you didn't know that I still would have given everything to be your future.
One day I was head over heels in love with you, and the next day I was not, I do not undertand how is that possible.