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WE DO IT OUR WAY
I want to thank you for everything you taught me. You love me when I couldn't love myself and I'm forever grateful. You were my first love, bitter sweet everything. Your laugh, your smile, your passion. We fell in love but at the wrong time. I trusted you. I was 15 and I thought I knew everything. You made me believe in love. It's funny because when we first met, I hated you. You were so persistent on talking to me, I'm glad I took a chance with you. You were my whole life and I would have done everything in my power to have a future with you. You taught me how to love, but you ripped it way so fast, it's something I'll always have in the back of my mind, like a constant feeling, asking why I was not good enough.
You convinced me that I was and i believed you.
When we broke up, it was one of the hardest things of my life, I needed you, but you told me you did not have time for me anymore and you did not love me, I practically begged you to stay, I couldn't
understand, I still do not, how you could just throw everything we had just for a girl who meant nothing to you, it is not fair. I did everything for you, I was there for you when you were having family problems, I pushed you into pursuing your passions and now it is your life. I wouldn't say I hate you, because I do not, I just simply don't understand.
understand, I still do not, how you could just throw everything we had just for a girl who meant nothing to you, it is not fair. I did everything for you, I was there for you when you were having family problems, I pushed you into pursuing your passions and now it is your life. I wouldn't say I hate you, because I do not, I just simply don't understand.
"A letter to my first love"
had just for a girl who meant nothing to you, it is not fair. I did everything for you, I was there for you when you were having family problems, I pushed you into pursuing your passions and now it is your life. I wouldn't say I hate you, because I do not, I just simply don't understand.