Worship Musician March 2019 | Page 51

[WM] Kalley, I don’t think I’ve ever asked, how did you end up at Bethel? [Kalley Heiligenthal] At the time my husband and I were working at this church. I had kind of given up worship but I always knew I wanted to do ministry, and then all of the sudden the Lord started breaking out in worship in this youth group! Long story short, my husband and I just kind of looked at each other and realized, this is messy, we don’t know what this is, but we never want to go back to any sort of ministry or walk with the Lord that doesn’t have life like this! We were so desperate to learn from people who were further along than we were, and we heard about Redding. I think for me, the fact that it was in a church was really significant. So, we just kind of found ourselves out here, thought it would be nine months to a year in the school of ministry, no more, and nine years later we’re still here. (laughs) That’s kind of the long and short of it. We just wanted more of the Lord, to know how to host His presence. [WM] As I was listening to “Every Crown” I was struck by your ability to worship vertically but also invite people in at the same time, which is a really unique quality. Have you always worshipped like this or was this something that I was getting ready for a service, it’s like 8:00am, than here? He’s my prize, would you bring him and out of the blue He cuts me off and says, to me too?” At this point I was ready to break, “Kalley, do you know what offering I want from overwhelmed because that’s not who I saw in you today more than anything?” As a worship front of me. I saw other things. I’ve learned to leader of course I wanted to know, and He said, look and to cherish. perhaps developed over time? “See that person in the front row who is digging in her purse trying to find a tissue? Will you It confronted me because I realized that I had [Kalley] Wow, I’ve never heard that before, bring her to me?” She’s my greatest treasure.” not accounted for that in my worship leading. My eyes welled up with tears, I was so caught What He wants and what part of what I can off guard, and I said, “I’ll do all I can”. And then bring. If I want to minister to the heart of God, He said, “Just one more thing. Do you see that and if His people are His prize, I have to regard guy in the back row whose arms are crossed a congregation as His, and speak to them and looks like he would rather be anywhere like they’re His bride. When I sing alongside thank you, I’m gonna chew on that! That means more than I can say, but in a sense, it falls in line with some of what I’ve been looking at with the Lord. His beloved, part of my worship to Him is my For a long time in my life I looked at worship and regard for her. thought, “Vertical, vertical!” And it is, it’s falling in love with Him, it’s bringing Him an offering. But [WM] You don’t enter into victory without first I think I probably hid behind that unfortunately having entered into battle. Between fire, death, somewhat. Maybe some wounds, maybe and adoption, this past season has been about some mistrust, maybe from insecurity around refining, breathing life into dry bones, and what people don’t like. I don’t know if all of that second chances… was the purest kind of vertical expression, and then one day the Lord stopped me, and it was kind of a big process. Bethel Music // “Every Crown” Sung by Kalley Heiligenthal March 2019 [Kalley] Yes, yes! Subscribe for Free... 51