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pastor all these years later. A young girl in his youth group was dying of cancer and this lyric is, “I thought that we prayed for healing, we believed for healing, we declared healing, and I thought you would have stepped in and saved the day, but you didn’t and she died, and I don’t have any answers for that”. For me it was fast forward to 2017 and this song that my husband had written twelve years earlier all of a sudden began to minister to us, to my own husband. In a way that was, what do you mean? You gave me this voice, you gave me this gift, what do you mean I have cancer? What do you mean I may never sing again? What do you mean? And that’s when you know it’s a good song, because the message stands the test of time. The way that we did the song, I wanted to be respectful because I love the original and its forever and always the best. But we didn’t try to redo the original, we just took it to England and said we’re just going to do it with piano and strings, and even the string arrangement that Mark wrote, my husband said it perfectly, he said you hear the tension of believing in faith that He’s going to make it right but yet still being in the middle of the storm you hear and feel the tension in the music and the strings. I think that’s true that Bernie really captured something special in his string arrangement that he wrote. But I feel like the lyric has never been more pertinent than right now. I think the lesson I’ve learned in the middle of this is that when the storms are loud, that is the time for our praise to get louder. Often its easy and we sing all of these songs and we declare them, then all of a sudden when life turns to junk and you can’t find your way forward, this is actually the time that our praise needs to get louder, because praise and worship doesn’t change the circumstances it changes us. It shifts our perspective from the problem onto the constant answer. I love the story of when Jesus walked on water, and the telling of it in Matthew. We all know the story and oftentimes we focus on the miracle of Him walking on the water, but I think we forget that, one, they had already been back on the mountain. Jesus had just done the incredible miracle of feeding the five thousand and then he sent the disciples ahead and they said they would stay, and He said, no, I’m going to stay and pray. And do you not think that He knew a storm was coming? There’s theology that He sent them into the heart of the storm not to harm them, but because He knew that they would learn more about the character of the God they serve in the storm than they ever would back on the mountaintop. So I think that’s what we sometimes miss, that in the storm is where we actually learn who He really is, He speaks to us in the storm. Even when He showed up at the boat, and He did eventually calm the storm, but when He showed up and He walked on that water the storm was still raging, and I think that’s important for us to grab ahold of, just because the storm is raging doesn’t mean He’s not there, He’s in the middle of it with us. I think that’s one of the reasons this song has kind of become brand new to us all over again. [WM] In the old days we would have release parties and dedications for new records, so I’m going to offer this prayer: Father, I ask for Your blessing on No Strangers. I ask that You comfort hearts, heal minds, and change lives through this project. I pray that new souls will come to know you, and that the impact of its songs will be far and wide. And I ask these things in the name of your Son, Jesus. [Natalie] Thank you, I receive that. [WM] Natalie, what an extreme pleasure it has been for me to visit with you. Thank you for this time. [Natalie] Thank you! hopeforjustice.org September 2020 Subscribe for Free... 39