Winter Garden Magazine March 2019 | Page 31

There’s something poignant about an empty space. A place where life used to happen. Meals were served and enjoyed, conversations had in hushed tones, footsteps softly tread for fear of attracting notice, squabbles, tears, and laughter...a young girl and her book. Anne Frank touched our hearts. Her fear, joy, hope, inner turmoil, young love, teen angst...it echoed through us. We identified with it. She personified the potential of creative youth. She put a face to the Holocaust. If you go to Amsterdam and plan to see the Secret Annex, reserve well ahead of time. Be prepared to wait. I can say, unequivocally, that it was one of the most profound experiences of my life. As you step through the ground floor rooms and learn about Otto Frank’s business, you will feel the energy building, the sheer magnitude of what you are about to see. Up a narrow staircase and down a hall, you find yourself in front of a bookcase and at the door of the Secret Annex. The Secret Annex Dietmar Rabich Anne’s room, empty now, save for some of the clippings that she put up on the walls, stands in silent testimony to her solitude, her fortitude, her hope. You can still see the notches where Otto and Edith Frank marked their daughters’ growth on the door frame, as many of us do with our own children. As you move through the rooms you can feel the life, the sorrow, the joy of togetherness, the pain of confinement. The fear of being discovered. No one stops you from putting a hand to the kitchen counter, where countless meals were prepared with food smuggled in by the Helpers. You can still hear the church bells that Anne wrote about. As you move through the Annex, one of the last things that you see is Otto Frank’s portrait. He was the only one of the Hiders to survive the camps. Near the end of his life, he returned to the Annex and stood, head bowed, in the empty space. The city is far from empty though. Bustling with life, it has withstood fire, flood, plague and occupation; its citizens standing with others in love and acceptance. There is a warm and welcoming feeling to this place. Go. Tracy is a US History teacher for an International School in Paris, where she lives with her son. She is originally from Winter Garden and is a graduate of West Orange HS. When not teaching, she can be found rocketing through Normandy behind the wheel of a big diesel truck packed with American tourists, writing Young Adult Fiction, or picnicking by the Seine. MARCH 2019 | WINTER GARDEN MAGAZINE |   31