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WHO AM I ?
gradual increase in this experience, until you reach Keval Gnan
(Absolute State). Keval Gnan is the state of complete, full
experience. Currently there is partial experience.
EXPERIENCE EXISTS
The moment you receive Gnan, the experience does not
leave. How can it? The experience of that which I gave you, the
Gnan, remains forever. The effects of your previous karma
however, tend to cloud the experience. I cannot change that.
That effect has to be endured.
Questioner : We do not think of it as suffering anymore,
Dada.
Dadashri : That is a different matter. But the accounts
are there nevertheless. Some have many accounts while some
have a few. Some may have to suffer more. What does it
matter? I have lifted you to the state of Pure Soul. You may
experience mild suffocation because of your past karma.
EXPERIENCE OF THE SELF, EXPERIENCE OF
THE BODY
When mental problems (aadhi), physical problems
(vyaadhi) or external problems (oopadhi) do not bother you,
then you know that your Gnan is real. If you lose your wallet
with a lot of money in it, then you will experience some inner
restlessness and at such time, if ‘You’ say from within, “This is
vyavasthit,” you will be able to pacify ‘Chandulal’ (file number
one). This inner experience is the experience of the Soul. If on
the other hand ‘Chandulal’ is unable to remain calm and he
loses his peace of mind, then that is the experience of the
physical body (dehadhyas). Are you familiar with these two
experiences?
Questioner : Yes the bliss prevails. Such is the experience,
Dada.