What's REALLY Going ON Magazine Volume 1 - Issue #2 | Page 31

Written by Sandra Mazur © Founder "MJJ Memorial Munich ~ Heal the Children e.V." Association - continued F or the first obit, on June 25th 2010, hundreds of fans met at the memorial to remember Michael. I was in Munich on this weekend too. I took the day off, because I would not have been able to work, I would have been to emotional on that day and in my thoughts only with Michael. I was happy to be in Munich. This was the place where I wanted to be on that day. Here, I could feel Mike, here I could be close to him. My heart was filled with love for him. It was a beautiful day, if you can put it this way due to the circumstances of our meeting. Wonderful conversations took place, we cried and we laughed and Michael was always in our hearts. The girls experienced the biggest backlash in September 2010. It was at the Bavarian Oktoberfest. You cannot tell if it’s been vandalism or just drunk people. Anyway, somebody posted a picture on the morning of September 29th and cried for help at the bulletin board. It was a horrible picture of destruction and tears filled my eyes right away. How could people just do something like that? The entire monument lay waste. Not only one of its sides, or two…no, the entire memorial. Posters had been ripped off on all sides; everything has been swept down wilful from the stairs. As if had been stepped on. It’s been a nightmare for everyone. I immediately wanted to get into the car, in order to help the girls with the reconstruction. But 5 hours of driving is much too far. So all I could do was to sit and wait for the relieving call of Gabi. The helplessness made me go almost insane. Then at some point, Gabi finally called and everything was fine again. The girls tried to save what could be saved. Many of the angels and pictures broke unfortunately. But, we wouldn’t be the fans of Michael Jackson, if we’d given up then. Just one appeal at the bulletin boards – and many of us sent new pictures, posters, lanterns etc. … So, after a short time, the memorial shone resplendent in its old brilliance. As long as the city does not keep us from preserving, our will to do so is unbroken. B ecause of the homepage, the petition and the associated Facebook page, the “Memorial in honor of Michael Jackson in Munich/Germany” became known very quickly. For the first obit, a picture of it has even been published in the Washington Post. In many newscasts and TV reports the memorial of Munich has been mentioned and pictures have been shown. There have also been interview request by radio and TVstations. Many have been asking, why I’m doing all of this or why the fairies keep doing it. They tell us that we don’t even get something in return and that we are not even from Munich. Why do I step up for a memorial in Munich? I can tell everybody, we receive so much more therefore. Michael has enriched our lives with so many things. That’s why we want to give back something in return. He has deserved it so much to be honored. It often makes me so sick and sad, when you see the documentaries on TV, where Michael is being displayed as an unworldly, abnormal, eccentric artist. Who’s looking at Michael with their hearts, who has tried to see the person beyond the artist ( what admittedly isn’t always that 31 easy) knows, that Michael is much more normal than many of our fellow men, who surround us daily. M unich as a city is dear to my heart, because Michael loved this city and also I associate Michael with Munich. He visited Munich 13 times all together, among them a two-week holiday with his family. It is not important to me to live right next to ѡ