If it gets too silent I'm all in my head
I talk to the friends who've made their beds
in my head
depression laced
anxious waste
self-doubt parade
suicidal gain
a walking talking contradiction
made of blood and bones
made of flesh and soul
Silent
I don't like it when I'm alone
the windows shudder
the mirrors catch every glance
every glimpse
my water faucet drips.
Silent
please don't breathe I don't want them to find me
please help me escape from the laced dream
Silent
"He never really leaves"
Silent
Please someone help me.
SILENT