Visibility of eTwinning Projects Groups July 2019 Newsletter Newsletter 9 | Page 44

Visibility of eTwinning Projects Group July 2019 Newsletter ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I had a '' wide tour" in my international friends in order to find my ''dream partner'' who, once again, should accept my suggested project. You cannot imagine how fast an aspiration can turn into a burden. I was worried knocking every possible contact haunted by the deadline, finding a suitable project which must confirm to the eTwinning terms of originality, modernity, and added-significance, or lose the privilege of becoming an eTwinning school. I contacted teachers in the field in Jordan since it has joined eTwinning two years ago. I was ''lucky'' to find a teacher who kindly accepted to partner with my school in this eTwinning journey which began to seem gruelling even at its very beginnings. The issue of finding a partner was solved, but still I have to come up with an accepted project. If I didn't have the extra ''inch'' determination inside, I would have quit. I sent my project to the Jordanian partner who showed great interest in the topic of the project. I have sent it to the committee to be checked, reviewed and hopefully accepted. However, will be countless obstacles and hardships if one doesn’t understand and define what success means to him or her. This part is so dear to me. It wraps up what I have learned so far as a Lebanese eTwinner. You might be expecting to hear more criticism or whining, but this time, your expectation won't be met. This journey has had a series of teachable moments. First, I have learned what resilience really means, and that there will always be a glimpse of light at the end of the darkest tunnels. Next, I have built a strong cohort of work, support, and harmony. This solid and complementary partnership is getting stronger every day through sharing experiences, planning projects together, evaluating the work done, revising and editing it, and all in very high spirits. Among all my partner and I learned from each other, enriched our minds, and experienced the true value of collegial work. In addition, self learning is one of the gains I have earned in this experience. I learned to depend on myself and push myself further and learn more and more by always referring to the very source of things in every desired work. After all, this is what builds and shapes a genuine project coordinator. Last but not least, I believe my article is of great significance for a number of reasons. Firstly, it constitutes a first in Lebanon since no teacher has tackled the issue of eTwinning through a reflective narrative journey. It captures a real-life experience of a teacher who persevered in pursuing her goal of completing the project and achieving the quality award despite of all the issues faced on the way and felt the urge of sharing my eTwinning journey as a motivation for any of my colleagues who ever thought of withdrawing. Secondly, it can inform other abroad teachers on the nature of the challenges I have faced and provide them with lessons learned that I have followed to navigate and overcome these challenges. Thirdly, it explores the nature of the challenges from the perspective of an eTwinning teacher who was awarded the quality label. Therefore, it serves as a feedback for my school stakeholder and offers them recommendations for improvement that are grounded in the real life experiences. Samar Al-Kassar was born in Beirut, Lebanon. She got her BA in English Language and Literature from Beirut Arab University. She graduated from the Lebanese University with a Master's in Educational Leadership and Management. She is currently pursuing her PhD in the Lebanese University Doctoral School. She has been an English teacher since 2000. 44