If you really knew me you would know that I hate everything about me and my body.
If you really knew me you would know that I hate myself for moving away from my brother and my sister.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel like I have to do what everyone else is doing so that they will like me.
If you really knew me you would know that I was pregnant and then I lost the baby.
If you really knew me you would know that I wish that I could take back my first time having sex.
If you knew me you would know that I hate the guy that got me pregnant because he told me to kill my baby.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel like I have no REAL friends.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel alone in this world.
If you really knew me you would know that I fall for guys very easy and that I always get my heart broken when I do.
If you really knew me you would know that I only really fell in love one time and I still love that person to this day.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel like I am worthless.
If you really knew me you would know that I can’t stand my uncle sometimes.
If you really knew me you would know that I don’t get along with people that much.
If you really knew me you would know that I get along with guys better than I do with girls.
If you really knew mw you would know that girls call a whore and slut because I hang out with guys all the time and cause I talk to guys all the time.
If you really knew me you would know that I may act like nothing hurts me but deep down inside everything hurts me.
If you really knew me you would know that I wish that I could grow closer to god but I just can’t.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel like nobody understands what I am going through.
If you really knew me you would know that I wish I was someone else.
If you really knew me you would know that I can’t let people into my heart.
If you really knew me you would know that I am afraid to let my family down.
If you really knew me you would know that I think my body is ugly.
If you really knew me you would know that I wish that I had a different mother.
If you really knew me you would know that I feel like I let everyone one down.
If you really knew me you would know that I sometimes wish I had a different family.
If you really knew me you would know that the first time I had sex I was so scared I came home and cried myself to sleep.
If you really knew me you would know that I am afraid to get into a fight.