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went together to parties and he was not pleased with them , but on the contrary he was crying to Me for their forgiveness , for they enjoyed parties in death and not in the joy that came from God , and when the man goes to parties without God , he puts away God ’ s angels from near him . Come to the teaching with life in it , for My teaching separates life from death , it separates man from sin , it separates from his own self for the man to take Me out of his own self . The man is naturally hidden within himself , but he who gives himself to Me denies himself and takes Me in his own self through the man who loves Me in him and he works from Me upon the man for the man ’ s coming after Me and not after himself between earth and heaven .
Oh , how much I suffer because the man did not want and does not want to understand My word of his calling to Me , for two thousand years ago I said : « Let him who wants to come after Me deny himself , take up his cross and follow Me », to grow out of himself , for otherwise the man cannot grow out of himself and cannot be helped by God ’ s angels , for the man grudges , calumniates , gets proud and then he falls down through these , and the good angels cannot help him against the evil , which is in him . I said that the kingdom of the heavens is likened to ten virgins , and five of them were foolish and five were wise . The wise ones gather for themselves and the foolish ones do not gather for themselves , and they fall asleep concerning the watch they should have , and the watch is nothing but the love of God . No man can watch against the sin in him but only through the love of God and always through love in such a way that his life may mean God and not man .
Oh , sons of the people , receive of My Spirit and then be holy as much as I am holy , for the saints will judge the world and they have already judged it , because they have overcome it and they are not from the world as I am not from this world either . The kingdom of the heavens means angels , either in body or outside the body , and that is why I likened it to the virgins , but the man did not want to understand this Scriptures of Mine either , for the man does not deny himself in such a way that he may understand like Me afterwards . ( See the selection topic : „ About the kingdom of God ”, r . n .) None of the saints said that God is slow in coming and that He does not fulfill His word about His coming in such a way that the one who sanctifies for Me may believe in Me perfectly . Holiness is the Lord ’ s coming to the man and of the man ’ s coming to Me , for the saints live in Me and I in them , and it is not they who live anymore . Only those who love ignorance and this sin , only they say that the Lord does no longer come as He said that He would come , and they are no longer afraid of what they say and are not afraid of God . The saints are with Me and I am with them by My hardship between earth and heaven after the man . Oh , the man does not want to get ready and to be true when He says that he waits for the resurrection from the dead and for the life of the age to come ; however , I will come unexpectedly and the works of everyone will be seen , for of the two men that will be in the field , one will be taken and one will be left ; of the two women grinding at the mill , one will be taken and one will be left , and it is in this way that the works of every one will be revealed and not otherwise .
Oh , if you , sons of the people , wanted to keep My angels near you always , then you would be like God and you would be like Me Who listen to the Father , for the one who does not listens to anyone , that one listens only to himself and does not come to Me . My angels cry because they are without any work for the man , for the man puts them away from near him with his lying , with his calumny , with his life pride , with the lust of the eye , with the love of silver , with debauchery , with eating and drinking , with deception and with everything that the man loves his own self with , for the man puts My angels away through the love of himself and not
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