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and the beginning , and You are the resurrection of the dead , starting two thousand years ago , and You are the Teacher of the world , and the world does not know you .
As for me , Your apostle , whom You called Peter , You gave me Your testimony by which I called You Christ , the Son of God , the foundation of the church ; and on this foundation , that is , on the Son , that I testified about , the Son of the Father , the One Who is alive , You have been building Your church , and Your church is not the church of the world , and the world does not know You by its teachers and by its scholars . However , I denied myself and I took You in me and I knew You in this way and then I loved you and I did not know how to love You in the way You should have been loved , and You taught Me and then I had Your Spirit in me . Amen .
— And as for me , Your apostle , whom You called Paul , from Your persecutor , without me knowing that I had been persecuting You , You made me into Your apostle over the nations of the earth and over the scholars of the world , giving testimony about how You made me Your servant and how You made me understand You with Your coming , from the prophets , from the psalms and from the laws of Moses , because I knew with a great zeal everything that You wrote about You in the day when You revealed Yourself to me and then You made me blind , and I am telling now to everybody who wants to see You that I went blind only at Your light , which clothed You as with a coat , and I fell down to the ground and then I asked You : « What shall I do , Lord ?», when You told Me that You were the Christ , Whom I had persecuted . Oh , how sweetly You come within the breeze of the noise of the wind as word on earth to those who are Your little ones , coming back with my mind to the day when You spoke to me on the road to Damascus to make me Your disciple and to pour out in me more than in everyone , as you knew my natural power and my power of wisdom from the law , and You clothed Me with the Holy Spirit and You confirmed me to Your church by the prophet Ananias from Damascus to receive me from You as being sent by Your church . Your coming is sweet . Your coming is the word , and Your Spirit and Your word covers You within His mystery , and Your voice over those who believe in Your coming is sweet , and You are sweet with Your coming after the man , and woe to those who long for Your day , for they do not know that You are a melting light . However , I told these people that when I looked at the coat of Your glory from which You spoke to Me , You made me blind at Your appearance , Son of the Father Sabaoth , Christ , the Savior of the faithful world . Amen .
— We glorify You , Your disciples of two thousand years ago . We comfort You from the midst of the saints and of the prophets because we all were prophets full of Your Holy Spirit , and we have loved You within Your coming to Your people into the midst of the Romanian people , and we stand up for Israel after the flesh to testify about Your coming the second time for the new birth of the world and of Israel , and we call them at the spring , at Your Bethlehem of today , in which You are born over the earth . And we stand up for Your Israel out of the Romanians , the people of Your word from Your coming now , in the end and in the beginning of the time , to draw to the Father all who believe , Lord , as You promised . Give help to Your people of today out of Romanians , for they are small and without any help from the earth . Help them from heaven and send us from near You to work out the establishing of Your coming on the earth , and for them too , who are so deprived of powers and so feeble before You coming as a river of word over the earth , the river of life , to which You have called Israel , ( See the selection topic : „ This word is the river of life ”, r . n .) our nation after the flesh , so that it may be baptized to repentance and to the forgiveness of the sins , and You also call all the nations of the earth starting with Jerusalem . You are the Lord of the powers and You give us Your sending to come to Your help with the heavenly powers , so that they may have power in the way they
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