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nature, for I went wrong to become haughty, and then I also went wrong not obeying Your commandment, that is not to eat of what is Yours and not mine, and then I also went wrong allowing the woman to lead me, and then I went wrong standing on her side and not on Your side, Lord. I am the root of the man subjected to the flesh and corruptible fleshly nature, but You are the heavenly root of the man who wants to be born of your death and from the resurrection from among the dead.
You came from heaven two thousand years ago, to work and to lift the man up to the place where I fell from. You had not eaten for forty days and forty nights for me, the one who ate without Your will from those of Yours, sinning by my haughtiness and my disobedience to God. You had not eaten for forty days and forty nights, and You let Yourself be tempted by the evil spirit more than I let myself be tempted, but his temptation was overcome in Your body. You overcame what I had to overcome. It was I that I brought the evil spirit into existence, and You squashed his power by Your humbleness and by Your obedience to Your Father. You had cried with a godly tear for forty days for me, for You have been looking for me for seven thousand years. You want to find me in every man, as You want me as I was before my haughtiness. You want me in every man as I was when you set me at my beginning in the Paradise from Eden.
Forgive me, Lord, as it was for my resurrection that You came among the people to die like the man and to come after me into the dwelling of the dead, where I entered with tears on my cheeks for everything that I went wrong before You, Lord. I have been waiting for such a long time to come after me. And I am waiting now for You to come for every man who died for my wicked deeds that I made in the Paradise from Eden. Your people from today is a path of Your coming, that you will come soon, soon, and with You will come all the people that did not go to sleep in You, with the hope of Your coming at the end of the ages, Lord and Redeemer and Son of the heavenly Father.
Here I am, Lord. I am in Your coming and I tell the human kind that the man should not eat meat, and no creature has to eat meat as well. I am the first created man and I went wrong on account of the entire human kind, which went wrong through me.
I confess my sins from Eden. Knowledge belongs to God; it does not belong to the man, and I went wrong touching on those of God through the woman, and taking and eating through the woman.
I am made out of the Romanian clay, and I am Romanian, and I am the first man created out of the dust who appeared first out of the water from the creation of the heaven and the earth.
Lord, may Your will be done on the Romanian land, as it was in the beginning of the earth! My Spirit cries for all corruptibility that settled over the earth by my disobedience from my beginning. My spirit is waiting for Your coming, Lord, Son of the Father, and Son of the man, Who comes with the mystery of the man’ s incorruptibility,( See the selection topic „ The mystery of humankind salvation- the mystery of incorruptibility”, r. n.) which I lost for me and for each man. But You are the Redeemer, Who comes, and there is no other man to perceive God, the One Who is, Who comes, and Who died and rose from the dead for each man.
Forgive me, Lord, that You called me and I came at Your word, for You are my God. Blessed is the man who listens fully to the voice of God.
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