The heaven – the throne , the earth – the footstool , the man deified
serious spirit that God will eternally never bend my mind with all the tortures He can think up , even a thousand times more powerful than He is !
15 With goodness , tenderness and provable justice He can do everything with me , He can make me a lamb of lambs ; but with His anger to a devil of devils ! Until now the omnipotence of God has only given me a tormented life , for which I will never thank Him ; perhaps it will occur to Him to be more merciful to me and to make good to me what He broke in me in a almighty caprice , and then I will also be thankful ! But , as things now stand , I am Jehovah ' s most decided enemy ! For in His name I moved from Jerusalem to Samaria very seriously in order to announce His honor and praise there ; but for that He let me be seized and overwhelmed by devils !
16 It may well be that my sending there was not pleasant and pleasing to Him ! But when He could show the false prophet Bileam through this donkey , why not me and my companions through this donkey of ours , which carried us and all our baggage ?! Why did He deliver us to the devils in their claws ?!
17 Give me an answer , or out of my mouth a curse will hit you , the like of which has never been spoken over the face of this Earth ! Then the spirit disappeared and I fell to the Earth unconscious !"
Excerpt from „ The Great Gospel of John ” Vol . 3 , Chapter 235 .
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