The Whole You Issue 3, November 2016 | Page 5

others. A wise investment in those we love begins with caring for ourselves. This message can make some of us squeamish. Hell, I’m squirming around a little as my pen scratches this across my loose leaf paper (yes, I’m old school and write my first drafts by hand. I’d use a typewriter too except for how incompatible it is with email. But oh, the glorious sound of the keys clacking and the ding of the bell when you reach the end of your line!). The fact is, we don’t talk about self care much in our culture, and certainly not as paired with nurture. And yet the two concepts are inseparable. To understand how valuable nurture is to individuals and also to society as a whole, we must begin with radical acts of self care. We teach other people how to treat us, so it’s important to model this with our own behaviour. And we cannot forget that our kids are watching us. Are we running ourselves ragged cleaning up after them, making them food, buying them clothes and toys, listening to them, nursing them back to health, driving them hither and yon, plus a million more things each and every day? All of those things matter, but are we building in time for ourselves as well? If not, we will eventually hit a wall. Then no one will be nurtured well. Self care is tied up with our self esteem. If we don’t value ourselves, we won’t look after our needs. We’ll kill ourselves making sure everyone around us is okay, but we’ll float through our days like sleepwalking ghosts. I spent most of my children’s younger years with a superpower: I was invisible. They got the best of what I had and I lived off their scraps. I don’t advocate this