The Voice Issue 6, Autumn 2011 | Page 35

‘starter’ I was miserable as sin! Yes, my life has changed considerably and I’ve had to make allowances, but what the hell, I’m alive. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss my fags, but I’m grateful that my beautiful wife has also given up smoking to support me. Read Phil’s full response online http://tinyurl.com/philresponse ? Observations on being a laryngectomee It’s sad to read some of the comments on being a lary. Some of my friends suffer with problems, like emphysema and asthma which make the situation far worse. Some have had recurring maintenance troubles with their valve and stoma… but we’re really all very lucky. We’ve been given another chance. We should try to give more hope and encouragement to new larys. After all, life is partly what you make it. We can all look around and see people worse off than us. My wife and I attend two lary clubs, and a division of the ‘Let’s Face It’ organisation for people who have suffered facial disfigurement. We see lots of very cheerful people with half their face replaced by a prosthesis. They think we are worse off than them! But I feel pretty well off. I have a wonderful, boisterous springer spaniel, Molly, and I thought I would never walk her again. In fact I almost re-homed her. Although it can be quite an effort to take her out, I always think how lucky I am to be able to do it; and to see the fields and trees, and to cherish this time I might not have had. Molly and I are good mates again now. When I was ill, I lost my place as the alpha male! She wouldn’t even allow me to groom her. But now I’m back on my feet, and we’re out walking again. We’ve even made some new friends since I became a bionic man! I find that most of the people I meet are very kind and helpful. Dealing with your troubles is an attitude of mind. So for example, if my wife complains about the awful weather, I always come back with my motto: “I’m not complaining, I’m still alive”. Of course, our partners carry a lot of the burden. I would have had trouble surviving had it not been for my wife. I kept a stiff upper lip during my hospital treatment, and managed very well, but as soon as I went home I fell apart. I was frightened by the trouble I might have with a voice valve, and relied on my wife and the District Nurses for all the maintenance. I got so depressed that I made up my mind to have the valve taken out. But fortunately, my wife talked me out of it. I received great help and support from our GP and my Speech Therapist. They both sympathised and were happy to talk through my concerns with me. I should also add that ordering prescription items through Countrywide helped enormously. And I’ve been able to give a little back too. We’ve got a new GP now, and we’ve become good friends. I’ve even been to talk to student doctors at the surgery to tell them about my experiences and needs as a lary. John F George Continued in the next edition of The Voice ? Autumn 2011 | THE VOICE 35