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EVERY LIFE HAS VALUE
We have been fighting the battle against abortion in a unique way for over a decade . Rarely do we get to be involved in organized efforts , but that doesn ’ t stop us from fighting . Our lives are a living billboard declaring God ’ s truth that every human life has value , worth , and purpose .
I am not going to sugarcoat it : This is a long road with many tears . Five open-heart surgeries , extended stays in the hospital , a trach and ventilator , feeding tubes , medical bills , in-home nursing care , doctor visit after doctor visit , and therapy after therapy . It pains my heart to watch Levi struggle to do so many things that come so easy for most children . Living with multiple disabilities has and continues to be emotionally , financially , and relationally costly . And God gives more grace . We are living the truth of Psalm 126:5 : “ Those who sow in tears shall reap with shouts of joy !”
As we have experienced over and over again the abundance of His steadfast love and nearness , a common phrase in our home has become “ let ’ s bask in the faithfulness of God .” There is an intimacy with Christ known only through suffering . We have truly tasted and seen that the Lord is good . We live in daily dependence upon God ’ s care while always on the edge of exhaustion . Yet what is a lifetime of sacrifice now when we have an eternal inheritance of joy and glory coming ( 2 Cor . 4:17 )?
“ There is an intimacy with Christ known only through suffering . We have truly tasted and seen that the Lord is good .”
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