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A Reflection on the c . pp . s . Founding Anniversary by Mike Bolin, Sedalia, Missouri Companion Two hundred three years ago, on August 15, 1815, four men gathered in the Abbey of San Felice in Giano, Umbria, and prepared to begin a journey dedicated to a life of missions and spreading devo- tion to the Precious Blood. Gaspar Del Bufalo, urged by the pope and Francesco Albertini, gathered those men, establishing the Missionaries of the Precious Blood and enhancing their lives and the lives of oth- ers who came after them. Gaspar knew the neighbor- hood, he knew of the bandits, he knew of the terrain and the dangers within. He knew, through his own experiences, that there were going to be challenges, yet it had begun, he had started. Gaspar had been given the abbey by the pope, a place of beginning. His faith was strong and his devotion to the Precious Blood had been enhanced during his time of exile. He had discerned this call- ing—but did he have fears, doubts, or concerns about what this humble beginning would evolve into, or did he just begin, take the first step in what he had been inspired to do? I believe that it was just exactly that. He opened the door of the abbey and looked out over the surrounding hills and invited others to join him. Join him in feeding the spiritual needs of the nearby communities. Join him in feeding the spiritual needs that they held within their hearts and minds. Since my visit to San Felice during the Bi- Centennial Celebration Pilgrimage, I have often thought about what that first calling was like for those men in 1815. What direction, encouragement, or inspiration did St. Gaspar pass on to them? What were their expectations and how did they come to know that they needed to join him in this endeavor? Why were they invited to reach out to other commu- nities? What were they tasked with, what were they burdened with? How they came about embracing the opportunity, making the decision, choosing to be a missionary. As my wife and I stood next to Gaspar’s statue outside the abbey and overlooking those same hills, I could only imagine. My imagination was further enlightened as I stood in the upstairs dorm room of the current seminary in 12 • The New Wine Press • September 2018 Albano on that same trip. I recalled when in 8 th grade at a Catholic School in Kansas City thinking about which direction to take for my next step, high school, I looked at several options—St. John’s Seminary and Rockhurst High School. I chose the latter. Today I don’t remember all that went into that choice, but it had been made and I was prepared to take on what- ever challenges that came with it. I do remember thinking as I stood in the upstairs room gazing out the windows overlooking Albano, what if I had this choice? Would I choose differently? I took Latin for four years and did well. Italian couldn’t be much differ- ent. But that wasn’t one of my options and I had made my choice and I believed I had made the right one. I knew that for the next few years I would be taught by Jesuits who would come to expect more from me than the sisters and the lay teachers of my grade school. Aside from school, I needed to become less of a burden on my parents with such a large fam- ily. I had held jobs before but this time it somehow meant more to me to help provide especially for my needs and to start preparing for the future not know- ing what it was exactly I wanted or where I wanted it to go. My ultimate goal was to obtain a college educa- tion and from there employment that would support my life. It had begun, my choice had been made, I had taken the first step. I needed to be an active participant in that choice and those that I would be making from there on. I did have help along my path. I felt I had made the right choice for me as I was being prepared to reach my goals and beginning to have a better under- standing that my faith would be one of the driving forces in my life and a basis as well as support for my future choices. Gaspar had this faith as he opened the abbey doors and stepped into his journey. He had discerned, he had prayed and now he had taken action, knowing that his faith and devotion to the Precious Blood of Jesus was the basis of the action and his support along the journey. The Missionaries of the Precious Blood, like many religious communities, would face tests and trials